To Those Who Perish..Rest In Peace..

In two days over 10,000 casualities had died due to Tsunami..It was heart breaking news, my mama has been tuning in for the updates around the clock. When I watch RCTI (an indonesian channel)regarding abt the updates of the casualities,my heart just felt trapped. Each time i see dead bodies flashing thru the screen, i just cant believe how disastrous it had been. There was a scene that touched my heart, it was a dead baby around 7 month old was found by a man floating and as he held that stiffen little body my tears just started welling up. If it was still alive,i can picture him laughing as he has a chubby face and i can imagine him looking very adorable, but then it's lifeless now,the tummy is swelling up and what is worst they don't even know where is his parents. Another thing that saddens me was the fact that they mentioned there was not enough white cloth (for burial rites purposes in muslim religion),that was just unbearable,over here we took things for granted.. Almost most countries in Asia had Tsunami washed over their cities and villages, we were lucky that we did not get it.. I wish i can do sumthg and reach out to give help to them,haizz it is so tragic What a way to usher in 2005...

Is the world coming to an end??it sure is showing signs..gosh..When i watch this things happening i would feel intimidated, and i shud start to repent and not enjoy too much..Its scary,when u think abt it..especially if u are a muslim and u shud know ur responsibilities,i hav not done enuf nor hav i've been a true muslim,i noe dat yet why am i still letting myself being swayed by all the heavenly sinfully things on earth..?But then these thoughts will linger for a moment den it will tucked away at d back of my mind and i will revisit it again.. What can i say im only human..

Anyways apart from this Tsunami, i will like to say sumthing to Baida..
Honey be strong, i know its not easy what u are goin thru..i feel ur pain..truly..
But i dun noe what to say bcos i'll be throwing back what u hav said to me..
U noe i'll be here wen u need me, dun be a stranger to me we've gone true so much and u can get thru this also..i love you sweetie(see im declaring my love for u!)uve been a great fren to me and u dun deserve to be treated dat way by some one who dun noe what's the definition of LOVE TRUST and FAITH..Take care k (MEN CAN BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE SUMTIMES,THEIR MIND CAN BE MURKY WITH THEIR OWN SELFISHNESS AND EGOS..HAIZZ)

Finally,i wud end dis entry wit a happy note, my gendeng came back alredy frm his trip.. haiz gosh i miss him so much,can nvr can used being separated frm him..hehehe..i hope now dat we r back together i want to make our relationship work..ana uhibuki jitdan!muakks!!