It was a splendid nite =), sighh...

We manage to catch Guess Who, wit darlin Anis and her boo Nas. That movie was simply hilarious! hehe go watch it!ok i dun feel like elaborating the contents of the movie im not sayin its not gd it is really!dun believe every bad review u read..cant trust them ;)

im juz still replayin images of him and me,oh i wish it can juz go on..

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He met me after he was done wit his recordin..im really grateful that we met..
The moment i met him, i cant help but smile :).. its sumthg abt him,juz seeing him he can nvr fail to make me smile and he dun even have to say anything..

The familiarity of being with him, all starts rushing back..

We had dinner, and i alredy knew frm my gut that he wants Long John Silver, and that he likes coleslaw on his side.. and him insisted me on havin dinner wit him juz so he dun eat alone..i miss that..havin dinner wit him and us catchin up on our day, like hows werk today?or do u hav class today? or wat did u do today? or in fact juz silence between us but it was nvr awkward..him being there suffice evrything else no words were needed,juz that feelin of content..

In the theatre for 2 hours, he was mine away frm everyone..and im takin it all in as much as i can before the nite was over too soon..juz to snuggle against him and to lay my head on his shoulder and sniffin his scent that i hav gotten used to and love, it felt good to know that he's real wit me right then..

I dun noe but juz walkin beside him felt so right, i always and i mean ALWAYS feel secure when im with him, no qualms of feelin fear..

And we had our chillin session after that, i always know he likes to drink teh-O and that he likes it tasteless and not sweet, in fact he dun like to drink sweet stuff much..

Oh shit, why did we have to meet..?oh no i nvr regret it happen but the thing is i nvr wanted it to end..no never.. it felt so hard for me to separate our own ways when we left,dats the only difference abt us, he nvr send me home dats wat hit me..yes lis dun forget u and him hav nuthin more..but before we left sumhow thrs sumthg we wanted to say to each other but it was left unsaid, trapped inside..we let a few trains passed, i juz did not want to leave his side..oh why?

I sms him for the wonderful nite..his reply made me smile so wide instantly..i nvr expect him to say the things he did in the sms..he's nvr generous with adoring words but it felt i mean sumthg to him in sumways bcos frm his sms,the familiarity starts hittin back too..

He has always been my best fren sumone who i shared everythg with, he has seen me at my worst and seen me at my best,same goes to him also,ive seen him at his worst and also at his best..

Oh how much i miss him..at this moment i teared bcos we cud hav been still..if only we dun hav that issue,i felt that was the only reason that stops us..it was nvr my intention dat the date wud rekindle things again,yes of cos i still hav hope bcos i still love him but it was nvr my main objective..

Being wit him again tonite made me wonder if he is the one bcos he made me feel things that no other person has..it burns my heart dat i still yearn for him and not know the possibility..

Im not saying that i want him back desperately though my heart strings has been tugged by him tonite,but lets juz say i still want to be that sumone meaningful in his life..but then im still happy with the way we are now and content..nuff said..