To reason with oneself and make believe everything is all bright and cheery
When the real truth is how skeptic one feels about certain things like intuition that maybe all along it was never right in the first place..

How does one deal with this..?
To wrestle the many entanglements of emotions involved.

Sometimes oneself puts the blame on the one who causes this grief
Or maybe the problems lies is actually within oneself..

So many complications but yet we are trapped in riddles we created,
I wonder when will the answers starts to unfold..

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The rain had stop pouring but i dont why i still feel so gloomy and glum..

Sigh...