My Sunday could have turned out almost perfect but instead it was like living a nightmare. I am still traumatized by the encounter today. No one wants to go through what I did today and I am just so numb by all of it.

What I dread most is to face Monday and pretend Sunday never happened. If only I can stop the flashbacks...

Despite the terrifying incident, dark knight came to the rescue and gave me the comfort I sort for later in the evening. Our date was planned differently initially but I guess it doesn't matter as long as we get to meet and spent our time together. It had been 2 weeks since we met anyway. I didn't expect I would miss him this much. A sudden revelation hit me when he walked me home, I was enjoying the walk too much and noted there and then I am falling for this man.

And that was the exact thing I told him moments earlier before I started off this entry. We rarely spoke matters of the heart but when we do, god i swear i turned into a super giggly teenager all over again. But saying it felt so good and the instant warmth which enveloped me afterwards make me feel all dizzy and light-headed.

I pretty much sound like a woman who is in love with her boyfriend more then she ever realized but this honestly does not erase the horrible incident i had today. It is just too painful to share :(

What feels good these days?

I have since picked up reading again and it sure feels really darn good to complete reading a book. Friends close to me knows how much I love reading but ever since I started working reading had been a forgotten hobby.

The comfort of indulging myself to a few good books recently is like visiting an old friend :)

On another note, I'm leaving for Saigon this thursday am. A trip which I almost forgotten was planned amidst all the crazy schedules.

Wasn't excited before but now can't wait to be out of the country! I think we all need it once in a while :)

Hope you guys have super duper fun long weekend!

To all of you chocoholics out there, if you have the sudden urge for a sweet rush of endorphins.
I recommend you Iced Chocolate from McCafe!

I swear to you it is the best I ever tasted so far! It instantly perks me up with just a sip of the cocoa drink. You would love yourself more for indulging on such a nice treat.

Thought I share this bit with you guys and oh! it is also economic-crisis friendly as in easy on your pockets heh. $3.95 for regular and $4.95 for large not so bad it think compared to other designer coffee houses are selling.