Lately, I have become a little bit jaded with my job. Don't get me wrong I still love this field I am in but there is that gnawing hunger in me to look for other challenges in other places.

Is it about time?

Having said that, it doesn't help at all when photos (in Facebook of course, my encyclopedia for friends) of a couple of my former classmates was seen gallivanting around joyfully on production okay okay not gallivanting they were working on set. They are now based in LA, mother fuckin HOLLYWOOD!! Life is unfair!

*Compose herself* ok ok life is good life is good.

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Bloody hell who am I kidding, life is not so good at times especially when you see friends like that are living your dream.

Ok but I heart my family, friends and boyfriend that is as good as life can get.

I seriously think Leonardo Da Vinci was one hell of a busy man!

You guys should really go and see his exhibition at Science Centre, runs till 16th August if I am not mistaken.

If you are secretly in love with the history of the Renaissance era (like I do), you don't want to miss this.

Hey all!

Guess what, there is an odd addition in the house lately. Something totally unexpected, something the whole family didn't think that we would need.

We actually have a piano in our home right now! Pretty amazing actually because none of us know how to play that thing except of course for the musician daddy who does play a few notes here and there. For the rest of us, we are just fine admiring that thing which fitted nicely in our home and made it look somehow cosy!

Now I have this crazy idea of learning how to play that thing! Why not? It's not really too late isn't it?

Ok so ...You guys can read my thought bubble! Yes I was feeling feeling Alicia Keys and Lady Gaga lah! Just a thought, it's nice if I can play a tune rather then having to simply admire that beautiful thing.

Oh! How did it got here you say? Well, it's former owner was my cousin's (and yes she does play in fact she teaches piano lessons too) who had two piano and decided to give one away (for free). So my mama adopted it not because it's practical for the way it function but practical in Martha Stewart kinda way,bleargh!

*Psst Orang kata kalau rumah ada piano, family orang kaya tau! Hehe yeah the nerve I tell you! The things people say!

I bought these heels thinking Carrie Bradshaw and Rebecca Bloomwood would be so proud of me.



But the literal definition of Killer Heels existed for a reason. In this case it is a Killer Heel in every sense of the word. As much as I adore these heels, I know it's the kind of heels I should just wear to go visiting or something like that then take it off, wear it again and take it off again once I am back behind the wheels.

Only the boyfriend knows I was clinging to oh-dear-life (okay more like grasping on to him) after just 3 hours in this bloody heels.

And If I can digress a little bit here,




I swear If I have a voice like that I would sing this for you. This one is on repeat mode in as much as my current state of mind. You are my saving grace :)

'Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away'