Last night the 3 'angels' reunite at Elfy's house for her kenduri.. No doubt the first half of the night it was awkward with Baida and me trying to find a spot in the crowded house, hehe and we end up in the kitchen in front of the toilet by the window, yes it was very appropiate(duh?!). Elfy was busy entertaining her guest so we understood after some guest had left and there is room to walk we headed outside for the buffet spread! It was food galore!! haha so many dishes and i don't want to look greedy, there are so many aunties there wat if they say "amboi anak dara ni bole tahan banyak makan" hahaaa,but yeah it was so hard to resist! Elfy always has good food served and yes we also have high expectations of her food since she's always a good cook (anak tauke katakan!). Needless for me to say the food was really really good! Haha yes 'bungkus bawak balik' lagi!

The 3 of us finally had time to ourselves under elfy's blk while waiting for my gendeng to fetch baida and me (thanks for driving us sweetie! but yeah u got no choice i have wat u wanted from me!hehee)..It was really like the old days all of us huddled together and talk crap, miss those days..




**In scarf is baida,in black is me(obviously) and in horizontal stripes is elfy


Elfy's decision to work as a make-up artiste(her forte) in KL really came as a surprise when she told me last month. Ltr in Feb she's goin for her second interview and if all goes well she might work and stay in KL.

Haizz..Damnnn im goin to miss u gal!! If u really go (n i hav a feeling dat she might) then it will only left baida and me,from 3 to 2 of us.. It'll be weird not having u around to my convenience anymore,
who will i go to when i need a free eyebrow trim??
who will i go to when i need a fashion advice??
who will i go to when i really need some serious shopping therapy??
who will i go to when im craving for masala thosai with chilli powder (w/o u ard)??
who will i go to when i need sum boost up confidence??
who will i go to when i seriuosly need sum bitching to be done??
who will i go to when i need to yak about my almost impossible ambitious dreams that only u and i possibly believe we can let that happen and giggle after saying how silly were we??
and the list goes on..(n this is only for elfy's part,baida too hav her long list)
Gosh our friendship is goin to turn a decade next yr, remember how we made a pact to surprise evrybody and invite them to a chalet to celebrate our anniversary of a decade?
How abt when ppl hav doubts that we might be lesbian??because apparently we were too close with each other?n the fact that the more these ppl say the more we scare them by saying that we hav slept,eat and bath together!!haha dat was funny our bath together in KL!!

Baida and Elfy are like my blood sisters, i can nvr live without them. I can even act like a petty girlfriend if they fail to call me after promising that they would. With them i can let my guard down, showing my vulnerablity which other people rarely knows that i have that side of me. They are 'my'true friends because they will not hesitate to tell me if i've acted foolishly, been an asshole, or juz my head getting too big for my own gd and i really appreciate that.

The 3 of us has seen each other grown frm a little sparrow into a beautiful swan and not physically but both emotional and mentally as well..We've gone thru so much, we've cried together, we laugh, we sing, we smile, we dance and also we even fought with each other and it taught us to understand each others feelings better..

I still remember when we were still in secondary school we all used to grumble how come we are unattach? we r not bad lookers, we dress well, we hav a fun personality but we nvr seem to attract guys? or is it because we are choosy because the fact we do hav a fair share of admirers? Haha and yeah we figure out we were choosy, trying a hard time to find our oh-so-perfect-guy, and how we used to daydream abt nonsensical things of how our 'imaginary' boyfriends shud do romantic stuffs to us (no wonder we took a while to get attached!we were busy daydreaming!!)but during 2003 its has been an ironic year when the three of us got attached and we are still with the same partners :)..

Mmmm..so many memories i could go on and on,but yeah after yesterday's meeting sumhow it hit me that things will hav to change for our future, we will still be the best of friends but each hav choosen a different path in career, its what we always wanted what we always plan to do together but what is different now we never expect that what we hav chosen we have to lead our own way to success and not depend on each other anymore, we are starting to make our own decisions as a young adult..

Elfy i just hope if u get that job,no matter how busy u are pls dun forget baida and me..We were getting emotional yesterday when baidah joked who's goin to replace elfy now and elfy in return bite back by saying "oh so fast alredy want to find my replacement is it??"..haha u know we r kidding and nobody can replace u elfy,because u r ur own person,and we don't wish to change that.. Elfy know that we support ur decision and grab this opportunity (okok i admit i do feel a tiny just tiny itsy bitsy of envy!hey shes goin to work among celebs and models ok who wouldn't??!)and yes im truly happy for you..

its rather a long entry dedicated to elfy but dun complain i nvr force anyone to read..hehee..k Judith Mcnaught is begging me to finish her book (damnn bcos of her im neglecting other things,cant resist her book)

**p/s: congrats to ur elder brother gendeng who's getting engage today, haha hav fun being chauffeur cum server cum cameraman cum host today!(oh yah and i better not see any scratch or faults with my video cam ok!!)