I have a couple of drafts in my blogger posts left unfinished. There were so many times, I had the urge to pen down certain thoughts, a couple of experience and how thing's are going on.

And I know how lame it sounds to tell you that I'm preoccupied with my job (*yawn* and so does everyone else right?), heh but that is the entire truth. I am usually mentally drained by the time I unwind and thinking hard how to express myself with proper vocab and grammar can be really taxing or i risk myself getting butchered by Ms Lini if i still go ahead and publish incoherent ramblings. Hehe.

But of course, my world does not only revolves around my job! What do u think I am?! An obsessed workaholic? I will never forgive myself if I spiral down that hole and end up being miserable for the rest of my life.

To summarize my past few weeks, it looks like an exciting graph with constant high and lows. The high ones are usually the best, thankful for all the great things and all the happy smiles that came with it. Especially lately on a personal level it feels good to have someone to talk to each time you come home exhausted and in need of giggling fits and a listening ear. The 'once a week' date compromises the situation to accommodate my erratic schedule and his hectic shifts ;). Due to this, each date had it's fun surprises which contribute to balance the highs and lows in my life.

The lows are usually the most downright plain unfortunate. Running away from issues seems like a good alternative but knowing that it won't make the problems go away can be a tough nail to bite. So in a typical fashion, facing the music is the only way to go. I guess these are all reminders that too happy is also not healthy.

On a significant recent note, I had a really good chat with one of our editors at work. Aptly, it was Friday and the book she had with her aroused my curiosity. It was conversations like this that helps me to keep myself grounded to reality and my religion. Can't deny that my ignorance and delinquency towards my beliefs have been rapid. Blaming it all on modern world does not erase the sins which I had done. The fear of what will befall on me if I am too late to resent makes me shivers right done to my spine. Contradictively, talking about this makes no sense if I do not do anything about it aye?

Sometimes, a knock in the head will do us good.

Wait, make that a heavy hard knock.

(my entry seems a tad bit like chicken soup for the soul ish now that i read it all over again)

There is too much to say..

But what's to say is better left unsaid..

For now.

Since the taggers have somehow let the cat out of the bag, leaving them in suspense is no longer valid. Yes, i am currently in a relationship. Beats me too as to how easily I surrender my devotion 'the moment' we met!

It was definitely love at first sight and the instant chemistry was electrifying!

So here goes...


We are still getting to know each other. So far it has been nothing but full of excitement and plenty of drama in fact heh. I am over the moon with my new muse. My god, just the thought of going to pick him up the first time was really nerve wrecking. I swear it's almost like I was on my way to my own solemnization. But just like marriage, this comes with huge responsibility. I abide to the fact that maintaining a car is no easy feat.

Truth to be told, I am still in denial each time I walk towards him, it's hard to believe he is actually mine. Ok mine is too selfish. He belongs to my family :)

Other then this piece of exciting news, there were of course the not so exciting news. I had went through a traumatic experience recently for which I shall not disclose here. Ladies I apologize another million times that I wish things could have turned out better that day :( Nonetheless although I kept telling you guys I wasnt in the mood for photo taking it doesnt mean the usual routine of passing me the photos should have gone absent too. Tsk tsk. Somehow, even when I am depressed I am pleasantly surprise that I actually look good in a few shots. Darn, why doesn't this happen when you were posing so hard for a perfect picture??

It was suppose to be better then this but i think it was still great.

April Babies (ganyut)

Why oh why Elfy?

I am sorry, this was not me in the right frame of mind.
You guys know how i love to smile for the camera
especially if it's taken with you ladies. But 10 years down the road, this photo
has a story to tell :)

Finally, Ms Sina please please do not mind me but just like my friend I have resort to 'stealing' your photos. They are just too gorgeous. Probably because you are the subject. Heh. My heartiest congrats once more! I have said it before but I shall say it again, you look beautiful that day!







With that said, of course you are automatically linked up and please be informed that you have already got yourself a number one fan. Me being me who loves everything about weddings especially when it comes to the planning all the nitty gritty details will surely look forward to read with regards to your countdown to your big day! Since i am so far away from planning mine reading yours will sure be such a joy to me! Triple cheers!