I have a couple of drafts in my blogger posts left unfinished. There were so many times, I had the urge to pen down certain thoughts, a couple of experience and how thing's are going on.
And I know how lame it sounds to tell you that I'm preoccupied with my job (*yawn* and so does everyone else right?), heh but that is the entire truth. I am usually mentally drained by the time I unwind and thinking hard how to express myself with proper vocab and grammar can be really taxing or i risk myself getting butchered by Ms Lini if i still go ahead and publish incoherent ramblings. Hehe.
But of course, my world does not only revolves around my job! What do u think I am?! An obsessed workaholic? I will never forgive myself if I spiral down that hole and end up being miserable for the rest of my life.
To summarize my past few weeks, it looks like an exciting graph with constant high and lows. The high ones are usually the best, thankful for all the great things and all the happy smiles that came with it. Especially lately on a personal level it feels good to have someone to talk to each time you come home exhausted and in need of giggling fits and a listening ear. The 'once a week' date compromises the situation to accommodate my erratic schedule and his hectic shifts ;). Due to this, each date had it's fun surprises which contribute to balance the highs and lows in my life.
The lows are usually the most downright plain unfortunate. Running away from issues seems like a good alternative but knowing that it won't make the problems go away can be a tough nail to bite. So in a typical fashion, facing the music is the only way to go. I guess these are all reminders that too happy is also not healthy.
On a significant recent note, I had a really good chat with one of our editors at work. Aptly, it was Friday and the book she had with her aroused my curiosity. It was conversations like this that helps me to keep myself grounded to reality and my religion. Can't deny that my ignorance and delinquency towards my beliefs have been rapid. Blaming it all on modern world does not erase the sins which I had done. The fear of what will befall on me if I am too late to resent makes me shivers right done to my spine. Contradictively, talking about this makes no sense if I do not do anything about it aye?
Sometimes, a knock in the head will do us good.
Wait, make that a heavy hard knock.
(my entry seems a tad bit like chicken soup for the soul ish now that i read it all over again)
And I know how lame it sounds to tell you that I'm preoccupied with my job (*yawn* and so does everyone else right?), heh but that is the entire truth. I am usually mentally drained by the time I unwind and thinking hard how to express myself with proper vocab and grammar can be really taxing or i risk myself getting butchered by Ms Lini if i still go ahead and publish incoherent ramblings. Hehe.
But of course, my world does not only revolves around my job! What do u think I am?! An obsessed workaholic? I will never forgive myself if I spiral down that hole and end up being miserable for the rest of my life.
To summarize my past few weeks, it looks like an exciting graph with constant high and lows. The high ones are usually the best, thankful for all the great things and all the happy smiles that came with it. Especially lately on a personal level it feels good to have someone to talk to each time you come home exhausted and in need of giggling fits and a listening ear. The 'once a week' date compromises the situation to accommodate my erratic schedule and his hectic shifts ;). Due to this, each date had it's fun surprises which contribute to balance the highs and lows in my life.
The lows are usually the most downright plain unfortunate. Running away from issues seems like a good alternative but knowing that it won't make the problems go away can be a tough nail to bite. So in a typical fashion, facing the music is the only way to go. I guess these are all reminders that too happy is also not healthy.
On a significant recent note, I had a really good chat with one of our editors at work. Aptly, it was Friday and the book she had with her aroused my curiosity. It was conversations like this that helps me to keep myself grounded to reality and my religion. Can't deny that my ignorance and delinquency towards my beliefs have been rapid. Blaming it all on modern world does not erase the sins which I had done. The fear of what will befall on me if I am too late to resent makes me shivers right done to my spine. Contradictively, talking about this makes no sense if I do not do anything about it aye?
Sometimes, a knock in the head will do us good.
Wait, make that a heavy hard knock.
(my entry seems a tad bit like chicken soup for the soul ish now that i read it all over again)
Yours Truly Lis @ 11:23 AM
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