All i want to do is to find a spot for me to safely land..
To come down crash and burn is something i don't ever wish to go through again.. However wonderful it feels to fly and soar high in the sky, there is no denying what i am putting at risk..

Because it became clear to me that Life is not a fairy tale, to hope for the most beautiful happy ending is what every dreamer yearns but with hindrance staring back at me i believe to stop longing for something you have started to grow attached too is only the right thing to do..

Anyways to delved deep into my heart and understand what it feels scares me a lot, so what makes me think that there will be someone who will do the deed and give me the answers ive been waiting for all this while..?
I only hope to be stronger for myself, so to eventually have this someone who will cushion my fall one day and him with the answers to my heart will show me that there is such thing as Fairy Tale in our own twisted way..

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Ladies and gentlemen, it became apparent that my entries have turned bland and un-interesting especially with the missing entries of my celebration during raya (according to this someone i define as Mr LMT)..

Truth be told, I have not been feeling the raya atmosphere. For some reason, all the hype has been wearing me off. Besides giving myself the valid excuse that I've been working that barely left me enough time to absorb everything that is going on around me, Raya has somehow lost it's sense of identity in a way.. With SMS replacing the greeting cards, ketupat being replaced by the instant 'ADABI' ketupat that will be cooked in over an hour, or how dull it seems now the mrt ride is as you see less home with the 'lampu lap-lip'and not to mention many other things.. See see how to get the vibe of hari raya? In fact my family and i have not been going visiting much this year since dad is also busy with work.

But i guess thanks to a group of friends that unexpectedly revived this zoned-out chick for such a fun day! It was so fun that im updating this entry pronto even without waiting for the rest of the photos which i doubt will come my way soon!















Although there were some people that were missing from this outing (but no worries we will make up for another day just for you guys!) it was indeed a crazy bunch of people who are just simply comfortable with each other! Yes no matter how blunt we can be, how burping can be such a turn off, how 'kiasu' we were to drool over the food, how idiotic we are, or how simply typical we can be, we just dont care and that's why we are always at ease with each other :)

Thanks for another year of happiness and joy during syawal, next can we do that timeline of photos for the past 10 years we have been celebrating raya together?! Mesti confirm kelakar! Siap siap la (*joke of the day!)!!