This whole week im free..too free in fact
Just when i was gettin use to being busy..here i am with nuthin to do,procastinating creepin back again..sigh
I hav assignments to complete actually..how i loathe assignments
I bet i get amnesia and forget wat the word 'Assignments' means..after its completed

Oh well..i know i'll survive heh

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Manage to go out and meet kin and su today, to pass su the stuff she needs to borrow for her prom nite (poly graduation),i wish im d one goin for d prom la really do..

Anyways thax su for gettin me n kin earrings, dun noe why she so generous (pay da masok la katakan!) hehee,i absolutely adore it!

Taken a few pics (hahaa d ladies were surprise i did not bring my digi cam,i was lazy to charge the batt la!but Su's hubby Nas came to the rescue wit his O2 hp,darn d camera resolution was gd i tell ya very clear!)





Sumhow kin,u look traumatised..heh was i dat bad??!


Edited Specially By: Nas!





It was fun ladies while it last! heh it cud hav been longer but darn Smallville is priority on Fridays!! Tom Welling he's dashing la..haizz

**Su hav fun bebs on ur prom nite!! u look hot dat i know! take a lot of pics hor!!
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Mama hav been feelin enterpreneur-ly these days,oh i know dat it has been always been her dream to own her own boutique..a bit tad late but nvr too late i suppose..
Had a discussion wit her today, and she's alredy startin a small business nuthin major but a gd start into sumthg serious..i know if she puts her all and put use all d skills she has back when she was in her glory days in d fasion industry,she can do it,mama is a gd business talker i tell ya..wish i have dat gung-ho attitude of hers, not as much as her i suppose.. hmmm i kinda keen on her business plan la, im here to giv her a hand anytime and my dad has given full support more then i expected surprisingly! well i guess sumthg to keep her occupied la rather then hav her addicted watchin mexican soap opera every day!i tell u she gets pretty emotional when watchg those!!

Gd luck mama,hopefully its successful even if it doesnt at least u tried ;)

Hav a swell weekend evrybody! im still clueless wat my agenda will be la..!
Byes!

It was a splendid nite =), sighh...

We manage to catch Guess Who, wit darlin Anis and her boo Nas. That movie was simply hilarious! hehe go watch it!ok i dun feel like elaborating the contents of the movie im not sayin its not gd it is really!dun believe every bad review u read..cant trust them ;)

im juz still replayin images of him and me,oh i wish it can juz go on..

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He met me after he was done wit his recordin..im really grateful that we met..
The moment i met him, i cant help but smile :).. its sumthg abt him,juz seeing him he can nvr fail to make me smile and he dun even have to say anything..

The familiarity of being with him, all starts rushing back..

We had dinner, and i alredy knew frm my gut that he wants Long John Silver, and that he likes coleslaw on his side.. and him insisted me on havin dinner wit him juz so he dun eat alone..i miss that..havin dinner wit him and us catchin up on our day, like hows werk today?or do u hav class today? or wat did u do today? or in fact juz silence between us but it was nvr awkward..him being there suffice evrything else no words were needed,juz that feelin of content..

In the theatre for 2 hours, he was mine away frm everyone..and im takin it all in as much as i can before the nite was over too soon..juz to snuggle against him and to lay my head on his shoulder and sniffin his scent that i hav gotten used to and love, it felt good to know that he's real wit me right then..

I dun noe but juz walkin beside him felt so right, i always and i mean ALWAYS feel secure when im with him, no qualms of feelin fear..

And we had our chillin session after that, i always know he likes to drink teh-O and that he likes it tasteless and not sweet, in fact he dun like to drink sweet stuff much..

Oh shit, why did we have to meet..?oh no i nvr regret it happen but the thing is i nvr wanted it to end..no never.. it felt so hard for me to separate our own ways when we left,dats the only difference abt us, he nvr send me home dats wat hit me..yes lis dun forget u and him hav nuthin more..but before we left sumhow thrs sumthg we wanted to say to each other but it was left unsaid, trapped inside..we let a few trains passed, i juz did not want to leave his side..oh why?

I sms him for the wonderful nite..his reply made me smile so wide instantly..i nvr expect him to say the things he did in the sms..he's nvr generous with adoring words but it felt i mean sumthg to him in sumways bcos frm his sms,the familiarity starts hittin back too..

He has always been my best fren sumone who i shared everythg with, he has seen me at my worst and seen me at my best,same goes to him also,ive seen him at his worst and also at his best..

Oh how much i miss him..at this moment i teared bcos we cud hav been still..if only we dun hav that issue,i felt that was the only reason that stops us..it was nvr my intention dat the date wud rekindle things again,yes of cos i still hav hope bcos i still love him but it was nvr my main objective..

Being wit him again tonite made me wonder if he is the one bcos he made me feel things that no other person has..it burns my heart dat i still yearn for him and not know the possibility..

Im not saying that i want him back desperately though my heart strings has been tugged by him tonite,but lets juz say i still want to be that sumone meaningful in his life..but then im still happy with the way we are now and content..nuff said..

Im In Love =)
And im gonna say it again wit so much emotion,
Im so in loooooovvveeee!!!!
ok i know no difference,juz imagine me sayin it with a distorted face,can?better visual?hehee

Haha whos the lucky man u ask?
Heh the thing is i do not who the fella is la..
I know i know, all my bestie has called me 'siow'
Hehe i dun noe who he is yet but im so in love wit him...
Whr are you, my soulmate?

This happen yesterday, so suddenly i was smiling for no apparent reason and the feelin was so overwhelming that it could burst at any moment!
Sigh..he is lurkin sumwhr,waitin to pounce on me anytime?
hehee ok dats not how i want him to emerge la..hehe not a nice grand entrance

Pass few months i question myself abt L-O-V-E,
Observing the people around me wat Love is to them, at times i wud just smile in awe
and thought to myself how lucky they are and sumtimes i dun understand how much pain Love can bring.. How people yearn for that companionship

Oh yes,i yearn for that companionship..
The thing is i want mine to be sumthing, to be extraordinary,sumthing magical sumthing altogether different..sumone to blow me away that i can still live and not breathe..
(Kan kin..?)
I want a Great Love Story..(i think i watch too many Hollywood romance movies)
yeah i mean people say it only exist on those film reels but please dun say its impossible..? Let the legacy of my Love story live thru the generation..Sounds too ambitious i suppose..?

On the other hand, im weary of dating men these days..i cant deny that there are men who asked me out..i turn them down..i guess this is the after effects after heartbreak? but im not being turn off by dating, honestly im still keen!! but no one has given me that butterfly feelin in my tummy, or make my heart beat so hard when he calls..heh), so i guess im juz waitin for sumthg to knock my socks off and turn me all upside down!!hehee

Hence after contemplating with how lonely i can get,i realise im ready to fall again that is for the last time provided someone present me with a great Love story.. and im not feelin sorry for myself i guess im learnin how to embrace my singlehood again.. and yes im feelin all so darn good about myself right now, and for the record i juz hate those people who said im still too young for this Love thingy..? huh seriusly is there a LOVE rule u hav to go by, when is the ripe age to love?? Cum on i still enjoy my life to the fullest im not pinning so badly and yes i hav a career to be concern off but i welcome love if it drops by..why not?kill two birds wit one stone..feel me?

Things about to change
I won't just give
my heart away
cuz when I do
it's gonna be forever
You're blowin' my mind
so this might be
the last time
I'm fallin
L-O-V-E forever
-L-O-V-E By Christina Milian
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I miss my besties Elfy and Baidah
Glad we pull thru
We are back to square one..
Not a great place to be but hell we alwiz do make it!

Love u both to death..in every sadistics way possible hehehee

Ok i understand if my entry dun make much sense..Dun frown, sumtimes i dun understand myself too,hehee

Im gonna get ready,im so lookin forward to this evenin
and yes i have a date..
The date ive been lookin forward more then any other guy..heh

Gd day! Muakkkss!!

Our Baby is on its way to Japan..heh..at last..pheww!
It was all worth it, definitely the feelin of satisfaction engulfed me
when i watch the final cut..

Wish us sum luck ;)
We need it..

Akira Kurosawa Memorial Short Film Competition,
August 5th,
Save a place for us..we pray

Finally! finally i did manage motivate myself to blog!
Been wanting to update but physically my body are detached frm my brain, heh it has been werkin over time..and each nite when i came back home i juz zombified

There were so many wonderful things despite a bitter incident (which i do not care to elaborate,kudos to him for crushin my feelins again i shud hav known better but im not gonna let wat u did get to me..no more..) Being around all ur frens wit those who simply made u be urself can be the most swellin gd time!

Be Warned: This entry is gonna be wordy, so read at ur own discretion.

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Our fav Superhero Diyar was warded earlier this week..heh kinda felt a tinge of guilt bcos he was practising his yamakasi stunts for my shoot this weekend..but partly u shud hav known better D,hehe anyways paid him a surprise visit at Tan Tock Seng bcos he thinks hes a smartass by not tellin which ward he was in..heh D there is such thing as INFORMATION COUNTER ya know!!!

So yeah, D apparently said its not a bad thing being in the hospital esp when he gets loads of prezzies frm us ladies..

Oh yah...i think we are the most insensitive visitors who came to visit the sick patient in the hospital! Why? Bcos we (me kin su and dee) laugh hysterically at how D accident happen! and in fact we tease him so bad!! Like why climb to ur house when you hav the staircase! heheee but honest D we were concern abt u.. get well soon bro!!


hehee..no point covering up la D!! the reason he covers himself bcos he thinks he dun look good for camera!vainpot!! Goodness D u r sick u r not suppose to look good!!


Kin wit the self-made card..see D sampai terduduk makcik kin!


He gets comics to spare him frm being bored..frm us


the caption says it all..frm us too


we got a 'get well soon' kit box..which contains
-a squishy crystal ball
-a thong (which we tot sumthg to make it a bit kinky)
-candies (consists of his favs)
-a wrist support rest (for when his usin his mouse,wats cool d mummy's eyes will pop out wen d wrist is rest upon it)
-an x-men notebook (not in pic)
-a blue flurry pen (for dat feminine side of him)

..hehee..


Yes hes beaming..and he wish he got more accidents to be in hospital so we come wit more prezzies each time?!heh u wish D!!


Dee, hahaa cant take it no more..hey at least she last the whole day wit dat stilettos!i bet i cant even last an hour!hehe but yeah dats true dee its a 'FUCK ME SHOES' by NineWest,such a killer heels!


the beauties,ravishing as alwiz.. :)



Holla us D! soon when u r well and get ur ass back into the court!!!
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I got to watch Be Cool wit Rajan (sum ppl are unreliable,promises broken.. u know who u r) thax bro!! anyways it was a damn funny movie!!! Lots of laugh!! Uma Thurman is bloody sexy!!!! sighhh..soon soon... lis lose off those pounds!!
Anyways do go and and watch it..my fav scene got to be Uma dancing wit John Travolta darnnnn hypnotic!!!! i wont lie here but everytime the Black Eyed Peas song dat they dance too in the movie play in my itunes im alwiz replicating the moves that they did..heh wat i lack of is John Travolta..

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Durai u made my day today!!Why again?hehee this is wat he said in MSN

Draven® says:
lis

Draven® says:
ur a daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn funny

Draven® says:
girl

Draven® says:
funniest girl i've met this far

LoLiTa Give my tomorrows for one yesterday -Just to know that I could have you here - says:
wewi okok i noe la dun oogle over me k

LoLiTa Give my tomorrows for one yesterday -Just to know that I could have you here - says:
hhahahah !!

LoLiTa Give my tomorrows for one yesterday -Just to know that I could have you here - says:
siow!

Draven® says:
u bloody funny sia

LoLiTa Give my tomorrows for one yesterday -Just to know that I could have you here - says:
okok say it durai until u cant say it no more

The reason he actually said this was bcos during our studio session while we were bored we were role-acting..hahah it was damn funny he recorded d stuff in his hp.. 3G phones do cum in functional these days..its fun!!!my jaw almost crack and i had to go pee a few times!heh dats disgusting i know..

I'll end my entry here wit a happy note la..why cry when u can laugh?! hahaa so laugh away,well yes i know sumtimes i laugh too much for my own gd!!!

Anyways be inspired wit this Christina Milian song..frm the soundtrack of Be Cool..

Ciao!

Its a wrap! heh almost! finally did our final last voice over for one of the leading actress..can see its all werkin well..
Will hav to wait for the post audio to be done by this sunday
Counting down to next week,cant hardly wait!
**Definitely appreciate daddy droppin by d studio last tuesday strumming sum tune =), u are a great help!

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Anyways finally watch Million Dollar Baby, a few days back.. A little bit overdue, did not get to watch it when it was screen in the theatres.. So yeah watch it and wanna find out how it beat Aviator at the Oscars, I thought Aviator at least deserve the Best Director award, i felt Scorcese did well for Aviator.. After watching the movie i really felt Howard Hughes is a complex man but damnn hell he is a genius, anyways shall not talk abt Aviator again..

After watching Million Dollar Baby, i so understand why it won alot of awards. I did not know Clint Eastwood was capable of directing this good. Hillary Swank always chose a challenging role to act, she shines in this film,even her southern accent was convincing. Her determination to be the best female boxer was definitely inspiring. Her character Maggie and Frankie (Clint Eastwood) relationship in the film really evokes a deep sense of emotional bond of a father and daughter. Morgan Freeman as usual is a born actor, being nonchalant and giving smug remarks. As the narrator of the film he definitely carried the pace and mood of the film. I honestly did not expect the film to make its turn for the worst, i juz felt it was the only setback, bcos I was rooting for Maggie and suddenly she juz gav up her life. At this point of the film, it stirred alot of feelings, mostly sad and gloomy..in fact the whole film tone was dark, i like how tight the framing was when close ups.. I espcially cringed when the female boxers fight violently in the ring, or when Maggie had the accident and worst was when the part when she pull the breathing tube frm her throat and blood gushing out gross man!! I teared at the end of the film, it moved me unlike Aviator which was of course also a good film on its own but i guess it leaves an empty void at the end of it unlike Million Dollar Baby..

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Finally, i think Americans are having hearing problems bcos they definitely dun hear Nadia Turner rite?! Cant believe she was booted out!!!! Shes my fav! she look stunning the other night and a powerful voice wit dat!! Shes unique man,wit dat afro hair of hers..sigh..

And speakin of afro, mama and me browsing old photo albums, when i chance upon photos of my dad in is heyday, hahaha darn was laughing my head off!! i mean skinny was in back then!!hahahaa wat a hippie he was!


How typical is their posing!! Look at their frilly costumes! My dad was wearing a shoe wit heels,haha by the way hes the one in afro dark skin..


In Japan, check out the bell bottoms all the rage back then..hahaa

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Hav a great weekend everybody!

p/s: and ryehan i agree wit u, who has a Desko for a name?! wat a weirdo?! heh it was pleasant talkin to u babes,meet ya soon again!

Last february i showed the handsome ppic of my newborn nephew..
Last March on 28th to be precise he has another companion his counsin, my niece
Rizhqa..

Here's a pic:


Left: Rizhqa
Right:Haziq
Both are on my grandma's lap

Hehe arent they adorable?!My aunt so lucky! Two grandchildren in two months time!

Me have been ooh-ing and coo-ing over them and yes like i promise ive pampered them barely 2 months both ive been spending on them like they are my own kids..haizz evry little babies apparel make me think of them and on impulse i bought..

Haha this aunt has spoilt them, and this is juz for starters!

Toodles!

I hate it when mama cleans up my room and touch my stuff!!!
No im not being ungrateful..But i cant stand it when she threw stuff withOUT even askin me!!

BCOS SHE THREW AWAY MY FOUNDATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now let me make things clear i did not leave it lying around in my room, it was on my dressing table!! And she dare not admit that she threw away until she reluctantly said that she MIGHT hav thrown it away!!!! now the word is MIGHT!! wat the hell?!!! it was thr yesterday before i left my house!the tube dun just vanish mysteriously!!!!!

AaarGGGhhhh!!!!! i feel naked without puttin foundation!!ok im not all abt cakey make up but i need it to wear as a base bcos my skin will dry up!!!n i hate when dat happens!!!!shit man wat a way to start my day!!!!!

Urrghhhh im gettin paranoid by the minute and im running late!!!

I swear i'll be grouchy for the reest of the day!!!i mean im dead broke to buy another tube!!!!

THAX MAMA THAX ALOT!! (*WIT SARCASM!!!)

Later when the daddy comes back from work ard 2am, he is goin to be greeted by this silver box



The content of this box is definitely sumthing he wont anticipate this early, its too early for a birthday gift since his birthday will be in a month's time..

But mama was very thoughtful and decided we shud give him an early surprise..



I was so glad that i had remembered the exact model that my dad has been eyeing a few months back.. Not bad his taste, like a young man! Hehe he refuse to even glance at watches wit metallic straps,apparently its not the 'in' thing! haha!!so leather strap it is!He almost bought it but hesitate bcos he always hav second thoughts buying luxury items for his own personal use. His principle is he rather spend all the luxury items on his wife and daughters first then him second.

Due to that we adore him to death, and therefore he so deserves to have that watch..

Too bad we all wont be able to look at his surprise expression..heh..but then we do know he is goin to nag at mama the first thing in the morning for buying the watch..
Oh well, at the same time we do know the rest of us will be neglected by him for the next few days as he turn all his attention and affection to that new 'toy' of his.. Action aje tu..hehe padahal dalam hati terlompat-lompat!!

Oh yes,mama did mention to us earlier that this watch is not is birthday gift in advance..it is a token of appreciation for all that he has done and how great he was handling so many jobs at once (*day job,musician by nite and also a vocal teacher weekly)..sheeeshh i insisted mama to give him that for the birthday gift but she was so impatient,looks like i hav to save some dough and crack my brain on what to get him next month, mind you though he is thrifty my dad is one hell of a fussy guy!!

7 more weeks to go..till then anybody wanna help me how to raise sum easy moolah?!!!
i desperately need it! not only for the daddy but there is another May baby!haizz yeah his birthday is next month it wud be nice to get him sumthg in return after what he bought me last year..so yeah end of May i'll be dead broke that i can be sure of..

Two birthdays next month..
Two man who i simply have soft spots for..

Till then let me nurse my flu that is buggin me the whole day..nites =)

*To her:
Trust me evrything happen for a reason. I hate seeing you in this condition.
I hate not being able to soothe u as much. I hate that im lost for words, said evrything i wanted to but it wasnt exactly wat u wanted to hear.
I hate not being able to do sumthg to ease ur fears, ur burden, ur guilt.
I hate that i hav been quite hard on you juz bcos i want to make you realise that you can do it. I hate it when i see you cry so much and i feel all helpless again.
I hate it too when i had cry with you after i've seen you inconsolable. I hate it when u see me cry,when i do not want you too..

Listen,this is what friendship has done to us, i feel your pain more than anything. I will do anything..anything..that will rid off all your problems. I tried to be there for you, be as much comfort to you and make you all the better.

I'm sorry i failed.

And i hate that person who had cause you all these.
I hate him.
I loathe him.
For doing this to you.
May he rot in hell.

And i want to aplogise that i did not mean to slap you, i juz want you to wake up and realise that im here,shes here, and they r here for u..by the time this is written u shud hav known..

I promise no one can ever damage ur heart again.
I got your back.

I love you..u can trust me i wont crush ur heart.
Never. Take my word for it.
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Rajan and me had a conversation in the train on our way home. Very interesting i might add. He told me that he observes that girls nowadays are gettin wilder.
So i asked him what he meant by that? And he said that a few nites back when he went clubbin wit his collegues (*most are ladies and most r malays (no offence)),that they got so drunk and high that he saw them french kissing in front of him,oh both r ladies and apparently best frens, and thrs another who goes around gettin touchy not only wit men but also women...now rajan is not all disgusted by this, but just cant believe to the extent these women can show their affections..heh..which he adds by saying 'no wonder thrs lesbian tendency in evry women'..hah! i cud not disagree wit him bcos he rebutted back by saying 'oh lis pls,u look at women and notice how sexy or beautiful their body is, we guys dun do dat to other men unless they r gays la' so i shut up at that..heh..and for the record!im straight to the core! but u know i believe some woman do deserve compliments and im entitled to any opinion i make,im a fair person i look at both beautiful men and women..so whats wrong with oogling at woman once in awhile..??

Anyways this conversation led to another thing,rajan asked me that i can be such a goody two shoes, bcos i dun drink(*alcohol) and all,bcos he sees that most malay girls he knows drinks and he sumtimes wonder how long i can hold on..its sad that due to these wild ladies, ppl like me is deem as goody and boring (oh rajan dun literally said dat im boring in fact im one of d craziest woman he knew..heh),i juz like to be upfront that i dun drink or smoke, i hate when there are ppl who tried to lure me to drink that is so disrespectful..and i see dem as 'fakes' those muslims who drinks juz to impress, ok its not even my life to bother but they act like a bitch as if 'they are all that',sigh..i cant say im perfect ive done my fair share if sins but it nvr cross my mind to drink or pick up smoking not bcos i cant but bcos i dun want too..dun ask me why but i suppose at the end of the day my strongest reason will be due to my faith in my religion..Most of my frens in sch are non-muslims and yes sumtimes its quite hard bcos i'll be d odd one out,tho i wont be d only muslim..heh

Therefore rajan..yeps,i'll juz stick to my orange juice again whenever we go out clubbing or lounging..i believe its for the better, so while u and the others get tipsy at least ill stay sober and be a mother hen so that u guys get home safely..hah! tho u guys r so adamant that no matter how much u drank you'll nvr get drunk..yeah rite!

**no harm done to anyone if ive said things that make u felt d pinch..heh honest juz my two cents worth of opinion.. =)..u hav urs too..
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Hahaha i hav a feelin that those who read this entry gav up half way, its lengthy..heh

heres a pic after another badminton match wit my childhood frens
obviously its another match of more laughters then shuttlecock flying around:



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*To him:
Heh it feels good to be on talkin terms wit u..we talk frequently now..its like knowin each other all over again..sigh..i miss him still..but..im not as psychotic as i was,and yes he predicted rite..frm one of his sms when i was really down he said "u r a strong gal.i know u"..yes indeed he knows me..at dis point of time i just want to maintain this relationship of ours this way..if love blooms again,i will know if it doesnt i will hav let it go by then =)

oh btw here's to our song that is playin and esp my fav verse frm me to u,
i nvr regret wat we had and still i wanna thank u and i nvr despise wat eventually happen..

So I want to thank you,
I can't thank you enough,
For showing me the meaning,
The meaning of true love,
(When I was lost and so in need you opened up your heart)
(When I needed you to comfort me you opened up you arms)
(I couldn't face another day you said don't be afraid)
You showed my heart the, showed me the way
- Boyz II Men (The colors of Love)

Urghhh its 2am..and im still wide awake..probably had enuf sleep during the day to last me till tomorrow..haizz blame it on the weather heh..

On the contrary, im not an early sleeper..
Bad habit, totally change my whole body system..haizz

Anyways juz got back from jb, wit yazif, azfidah and also elfy..
Thax bro for askin us along, had supper at SinggahSelalu and the tom yum is crap and the dim sum is too dry and not moist seriusly, a rip off..but otherwise the teh tarik was damnn nice..the taste very rich..

Now why the hell am i yakking and blogging away things that dun even matter..?
Hahaha bcos im too awake!!!

**The other day i watch a docu in CNA and a quote frm this arab guy who said 'human only want victory, justice dun matter anymore..as long as they get victory, justification dun even apply any longer'

I had a slight discussion abt this wit kin,to bad she missed the quote part.. i believe its the truth..that quote was in reference abt the war goin in iraq and the US attacking countries in the middle east..

How ironic..? World leaders preach abt wanting justice to be done and so world peace cud be achieve..but wats the underlying msg that it givs..?in order to hav justice we need war..?how can u hav justice when they go on killing innocent ppl? is justice served in dat way..?the satisfaction they get is Victory, leaving them smug,
probably a cause for them to exercise their latest expensive ammunitions to good use and not leave them to stale..

But then if u think abt it, that quote also apply to our everyday lives, on trivial matters..

Sigh..oh well, its human nature la..kan kin?

Ok i think im gonna try and hit the sack, and maybe try counting sheeps, hope that werks?..hehe dats wat i told D juz now, when he told me that he will try to make himself sleep..haaha

Mornin Tuesday..!
And i wish for World Peace!! (*Spoken like a true contestant in sum Miss Universe pageant, hahaha!with hand waving! ooh laa laa! haha hw can i run for Miss Universe Sinapore nxt yr? cheydebah!! hahah ill make sure ill lose all my fats first den ill talk! haha k enuf of this gibberish!)

I slept thru the rain today and missed my class.. Woke up almost by noon..tsk..tsk
I know its nuthing to be proud of but hey who can resist a weather like this when you can just snuggle under ur blanket and snooze thru it.. And as u slumber at the distance u can hear rain water hitting ur window glass, sigh..i hav been waiting for this kind of weather to come morning..

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Half of my body muscle is aching, i feel like disarming my right hand it feels heavy and my butt cheek hurts..heh
But then this shows ive exercise my muscles.. yeps played badminton wit them for the second time last week, i hope we can do this as a routine so i dun really feel lethargic and at least i feel good abt myself that ive not neglect my body whos been slacking frm any kind of exercise for ages..

A pic edited by Diyar (ala OC) ..haizz i look super big in the photo! Anyways this is the 'kaki' that played badminton sunday morning..


Hehee..mcm btol je kite ni posing..

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After the badminton yesterday, not having ample time to settle down myself (*not dat i really mind ;p ) i rushed to causeway point to meet Elfy and also another guy who we hav not met in ages either because he is busy performing or wit sch and after then he's off doin his part as a male singaporean as a fellow police NS men..

Miss ya bro..!
Miss not having you ard to tease, to laugh, to joke as often as we used to do back then..

So i hope next time when we meet up, it wud be longer and no rush at all yah..

And by the way, elfy and me realise how he's grown frm a skittish boy into a fully grown young man who is becoming more of a vain pot wit flawless skin (* we shall discuss that the next time we meet up..heh)..tsk tsk..men nowadays are even worst then us ladies..metrosexuals..heh..


The guy elfy and me miss..simply bcos of his companionship and how close knit the three of us were close back then..which by the way we still are ;)


Faizul another fellow former school mate..


Two guys and Two ladies who had a great time just talking crap and cracking jokes =)

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Whats 'supposedly' on the agenda today?
To go class, brief meeting wit the group regarding abt budget and also ADR recording session wit the cast then off to meeting Elfy.

But then since my classmates slept thru also : class and meeting were cancelled.
Meeting Elfy: still pending.

If not i'll just head to causeway point alone, i want to get sumthg that obviously caught my attention and its simply cheap cheap!!hehee will update if i decide to get it.. it will be an awesome gift for those two newly-born babies whom i hav yet to get anythg..

In the mean time, my stomach is growling i can smell the 'nasi minyak' brewing in the cooker..no special occasion for the dish apparently she got sum balance of 'basmati' and i think also its got sumthg to do wit my dad being at home today (*hes on mc).. Well im gonna check on my breakfast cum lunch!

'Nasi Minyak' in da house..yummy!
Wats for ur lunch today??

Have a gd monday! No monday blues for me today..heh

Hello hello hello!!!
Last few days has been wonderful!! Been spending alot of quality time wit bestie Elfy and also Kin and Su!! Love u babes!! Hahaha if i were to write how these ladies made my day it wud be endless!!

But anyways today's entry its main objective is abt how successful WE PUNKD THE PUNKDSTER!!


HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY!! Hope im not too late to wish u ppl!!

Hehee poor Mr D he got punkd by us,hahaa im still giddy frm heaps of laughter! He apparently rest on his laurels when he punkd his frens today (*which he actually does it even on normal days) so we thought why not we turn the table back to him,boy was he speechless!!! YAY!!! it was the icing on the cake!!



The Masterminds!

haha d,pls no hard feelins yah,its all in the name of lurb!!! We lurb u so many many!! do turn up dis sunday yah!!

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Last few days the three of us went on a photo-taking spree, more pics can be view at Kin's blog,hehe i got no patience uploading pics to shutterfly..heh..
But i got a couple of fav to show off,yeps shameless us!



I like how we look squash against each other's face lookin bitchy hahaa can we pass of as a GAP ad???

Okies i juz feel like tryin out sumthg..heh..dun forget to watch it!



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How daunting life can be when things you do not expect to happen esp to ur love ones..??sighh..we r u here for babes..thru thick and thin..but first learn to trust ur ownself..

To ELFYZAWATY:

Hey sweetie,wishing you a HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY.. Life journey has begin for you..
May you achieve all those inspirational dreams that you desire..
And may your Life fill with Love frm those who cares for u..



On a final note,heh..we talk today..it was good, missed talking to him did not expect him to call..oh well its only a phone call but to me it means much more then that,glad to know hes doin ok..honest..=)