Sometimes the truth gets to me..
It slipped my mind
And when the hurt comes hurling in,
I then remembered how much pain it caused me..

Why dont we ever learn..?

Time and time again
I lied to myself
I thought i could love without asking his's in return
I was wrong
I was dead wrong...



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Pride can stand a thousand trials,
the strong will never fall
But watching stars without you,
my soul cried.
Heaving heart is full of pain,
oh, oh, the aching.
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
Touch me deep, pure and true,
gift to me forever
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
'Cause I'm kissing you.
I'm kissing you, oh.
~Kissing You by Des'ree~


The most vulnerable song which can bring me to tears each time i listen to it..
Somehow the tune bears all the pain and sadness that i felt with my wounded heart..
It can be unbearably aching

I am still in grief though it never actually depicts how i really am in person
That's the truth..
Im trying so hard to heal trust me i tried..
Don't say i never..

Told ya i have my 'i hate today' day ;)