This morning was incredible isnt it? Absolutely love the cool weather.. I was of course as usual half asleep on the way to work, decked out in only my jeans and plain tshirt. It was one of those days when I feel great just being plain.

Then who could have thought I bumped into a familiar face in the MRT? I purposely nudged her knowing fully well it will annoy her. True enough it did, it took her awhile to recognise me.. Yes its the new haircut babe.. This shows how long we have not been catching up (physically) despite the frequent smses, emails (this I like, macam feeling You've Got Mail kan? but then its you la most of the time who's always so on when it comes to sending emails?!) and calls pestering we all should meet up soon in between all the the bitchy goss and latest updates you have to share with me !

And so we will, this Saturday!

Its your birthday, let's honour that and have a bit of decent fun shall we? Albeit this being Ramadan and all, I promise it's all PG.

Most importantly, I cant wait to see same old familiar faces to put me at ease.. Missing people is excruciating task I tell you :)


p/s: i have the tendency to groove everytime i listen to this catchy song.. the chorus so infectious ;)

I materialize my promise to mama by accompanying her to JB today. The lioness wanted to survey baju for the younger sister. It was a worthwhile trip actually because today it finally hit me that Eid will be in a couple of weeks time!

Although I had been listening to Hari Raya songs even before fasting month for work purposes it beats listening to it when you are shopping for the occassion. Even mama felt the same way.. Anyhoos I saw a few pieces which I think might suit the sister heh and at the same time I saw a few that the older sister (ahem myself) will fit nicely into.. Cant wait for the second trip soon, it gets more exciting after you purchase the bajus and whatnots..

Which reminds me I need a checklist... There is so many things to get, sigh...

Ouh i bought Love is Cinta, i wasnt expecting it to be a good one especially after Heart was a letdown... But it is good, the plot was surreal but who cares when I need a good cry, I was touched.

Alright this rant is just random because I made a mistake by drinking black coffee and now im having trouble getting to sleep..........

But even if it takes me to count a million sheeps i better force myself to take a few hours of eyeshut cant believe my off day ended so soon...

He must satisfy his appetite but at the expense of a life lost.
The life of a little girl.

Her body was disposed like it was some garbage bag and the state of her body when she was found was very disturbing.

I am angry at the vile sinner who is still roaming around on the loose. I do not believe if he felt any ounce of guilt for what he had done. I shudder at the thought of him searching for another young prey. He ought to be caught, the merciless deed which he was responsible of must not be repeated.

The heart wrenching case of young girl being murdered brutally, saddens me so much. But I am very sure what you and me feel cannot compare to the pain her parents are going through. Descriptions of their sorrow is beyond applicable.

My heart goes out to Nurin Jazlin Jazimin, I offer you my prayers and may you rest in peace..

This song, very aptly goes out to her...

This is not right..
Let little children be what they are suppose to be..
Pristine and untainted little people...

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Ku tatap gambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai

Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingNya
Mendengar cerita Segala rahsia

Tak tertanggung rindu
Mendengar suaramu
Tawa mengusik jiwa

Yes this is how I look most of the time these days (i think),when insanity becomes you and the sress level is forever increasing.. heh Honestly compare our faces between the serene/calm and the horror striken one..shhhessshh!

Nevertheless I am doing well ( in answer to Mr LMT's query).

Lastly, this is never too late to wish you people Selamat Berpuasa! I didnt realise it has already been 2 weeks since then, time just flies isnt it?

Good day!

Baidah asked me during our msn conversation, where have i been..

I hadn't exactly went to space and reached the moon, although its not impossible ;)

Truth is the past couple of weeks had been sorta crazy its a miracle that I am still able to walk with my two legs . Only the toe had gotten hurt though (the result of multi-tasking, I had cut my toe when I pull open a big heavy door and the metal strip cut my toe deep, oh the picture of the blood ooozing out is still fresh in my head i tell you). It's insane but sometimes when I feel vulnerable emotionally I like to devote myself to work, you know seeking solace in keeping yourself busy, blocking your mind from personal issues you had to deal with.

Feeling under the radar most of the time due to the lack of sleeping, I am not a nice person to speak too early mornings these days. For example, like yesterday when a chinese woman appeared suddenly from the bustop flagging a cab which was meant for me, my blood started boiling, I wasnt sure what got into me or maybe I simply do not wish to wait for another extra 10 minutes and risk getting to work late. I went over to the cab open the passenger door and told her off I want the cab because it was so obvious I was there before her, with her innocent face she said "but i didnt see you what"

By this point I swear I could just grabbed her by the neck and throw out to the side walk. Fancy herself looking at the cab driver urging him to just drive ahead. Hello! you dont wait for cabs at the bustop! Well its pretty obvious I had the cab in the end.

Sigh..I believed a vacation should be due soon, I cant decide to go at the end of the year or shall I plan one carefully for next year January. I am having difficulties too, deciding if I should opt for an islandy vacation or for the shop-till-you-drop kind. But yesterday during supper with the company of 2 lovely married couples we chatted a bit about holiday destinations. They spoke about beautiful faraway countries like Australia, New Zealand but what was interesting was when they recommended nearby destinations in the region. And yes Kak Lini I did my Google research on the places the instant I settled down when I got home!

Ha long Bay, Vietnam (One of World Heritage natural places)


Villa Escudero, Philippines (River restaurant,where you can bare your feet and soak in the water while you eat)



Taal Volcano, Philippines (World's Smallest Active Volcano)



Bukit Tinggi, Padang (Minangkabau House)



I am always intrigue with historical places that has compelling stories to be shared, myths to be told. Astounding unspoilt scenic places like the world's natural wonders or even anywhere that breathes mother earth with old world charm will take my breath away.

Darn, if only money isnt a issue.. Anyways its good to be home the whole day for today doing absolutely nothing. Bliss. I am planning to take a nap after this one.

Yes in case you guys notice my hairstyle has changed. Feel like it's necessary. Although some said they miss my curls, others think I look younger and fresh. Oh wells ;)

*p/s: I miss my best friends.

I am in dire need to slip away and escape to paradise..

Fly me to Tahiti,I want to go to Bora Bora Island









Confusion is getting the best of me lately..
Just looking at the photos has a calming effect on me.

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Anyways here goes :)