Great Singapore Sale this year is true to its name,
Damages done,
Very uncontrollable urges,
Addictive,
Slavery,

Conclusion: Singapore should have a rehab centre specially for people like us who like to spend on impulse,bad habit..namely my partner in crime Elfyzawaty, greater damges has been done more than me but hey we got no regrets because for the sore feets that we get, moolah flowing out like there's no tomorrow, we are very satisfied with our purchases.

And so after a few days tagging along with Elfy for shopping i got to splurge tonight, the previous days ive been in and out of fitting rooms trying on outfits and fantasizing when and where each outfit is suitable,darn ive fallen in love with sequins,organza, chiffon,lacy embroidery slinky,skimpy,sexy,classy,sophisticated dresses. And all i can do was greet my teeth, because i knew i wont wear it even if i bought it unless brad pitt is my boo ill be dressing to kill every single night out..!

Ok im in a good mood tonight,la di daa hehe, yeah retail therapy really helps to calm your nerves and honestly im not done yet!

GSS ill be back again skiving through every crook and corner there is!

*P/s: guess what i did to cover my guilty-ness over spending too much and knowing that my lioness will nag at me (oh how i dread that!),i actually bought for her some kitchen accessories at ck tangs (again crazy sales!) to shut her up, and yes it works,she look like she was in a trance after i shove her one big paper bag and me giving her a dutiful daughter smile! so peeps u can try that on your lioness! heh

Oh i have to share the conversation i had over lunch yesterday, it was so funny at the same time amazed me!

Well as usual i was having lunch with my collegues, and the child cast join us.
As we were eating and talking about other random stuffs, one of the kids (my fav one of course) suddenly was doing the french kiss thingy and we adults were like what the hell was that, it was really a hilarious sight as he stick his tougue out and wriggle it around! He laughed so hard when he noticed that all attention was now on him, this was how the conversation goes:

Me: Duane, what are you doing..??

Duane: hahaa, like you don't know..? Im doing the french kiss! (and he sticks out his tougue playfully again)

(Then everyone at the table burst out laughing again)

Durai: Ok Duane, since you know what a french kiss is then let me ask you, what is an australian kiss..? (haha he was smirking when he ask the kid this)

We all turn to Duane and look at him

Duane: heheee, what what..? (he looks curious as his eyes gets bigger)

Durai: its a downunder kiss la. hahahaa

(Right then all the adults burst out laughing so hard)

Me: Hahaa yeah Duane! hahaha i bet you dont know what a downunder kiss is?!

(all continued laughing)

But then Duane surprise us by saying

Duane: well, hello! i know what a downunder kiss is ok, it is a kiss where you stuck out your tougue and do it at *toot*!hahahaa

(*oh by the way he literally say that *toot*, it was so funny the way he said it!)

(All now laugh even harder, then another kid said,)

Elias: haha yeah!they call it fellatio!!

haahaa my goodness, i was really taken aback by this!
Mind you,Duane is only 12 year old and Elias is 14 year old.. Gosh when do kids become so smartass nowadays?!Back then when i was their age, i was still a prude!

Right then i was thinking about my sister who is also the same age as Duane, i was wondering if she also know what a downunder kiss is..?heh ok that spook me a little bit, my own sister and im kinda very protective when it comes to her..hmmm maybe i should start questioning her..?no..?

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Yup i took photos with Patricia Mok, while im not exactly a fan of hers but rubbing shoulders with one of the stars sure left me starstruck! Although the first day, she was grumpy, i thought here we go probably one of the spoilt diva kind of attitude but surprise subsequently after that, i discovered that she's one hell of a nice lady, very sisterly in fact (in an ah-lian-ish way heh) and yeah she is so funny in person as well!! And oh yah the reason i covered my chest was upon her request that i did just because i have bigger assets (well trying not to be discreet here heh,) than her hehe..

Ehem...I shall be shameless for this entry of mine.. I think im gonna do what D did, im gonna list all my birthday list here, since dear friends has been buggin me about it.

So people no excuse for getting me the wrong gifts, understand..?

Ok back to business, im going to categorise my list and in each list its all in random order,so im very lenient and nah uh!! i do not want to hear any complains, u guys asked so im listing them down, so its either these or nothing else!

Oh by the way, i do not like photo frames, or some other nonsensical trinkets..please i got enough of that every year (not saying that im not thankful)

I believe you should get practical or functional things as presents, so here goes:

TECHNIE STUFFS:

- PC (i really like to own a very gd PC by this year.need to work on both platforms Mac and PC)

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or better still



in another words, MP3 Player as long as its Mac compatible

- An external hard drive with casing and cooling fan inside, minimum 80GB (again Mac compatible)

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Yups i yearn for this also, my mrt and bus ride will never be the same again (hahaa)

- A Toshiba satelite or Powerbook laptop

- A tablet (for graphical or editing use, again Mac compatible)

- Final Cut Pro software (Original)

*Again most stuff have to be Mac compatible because im using a Mac unless someone is generous enough to present me with a very excellent PC( pls do consult me if u intend to get me a PC)

IDEAL MICELLANEOUS GIFTS

- LIZ CLAIRBORNE OR MONET dazzilng, dangling earrings ( most of them are to-die-for kind at Seiyu bugis junction,pls consult elfy)

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The scent from Elizabeth Arden has captivated me and the fact that in comes in a very attractive packaging (purple no less!!!!)

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Been eyeing this for a few months (right kin su?), totally stylish

- Bobbi Brown make-up set, been dying to have something from there but then im a pauper :(

- DVD'S!!!!!!!!! oh espcially those collectibles ones!!! (*oh pls do consult me first and i give you another list of this!)

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I fall instantly for the urban scent, i loike it alot!!

- or perhaps maybe just get me vouchers from this stores? and i get my own gifts without you guys having a hard time thinking?



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So there! 2weeks more to hunt them dwn!

Hahaa but seriously guys, judging from the list, i think its ridiculous all the gifts above mention are gonna burnt your pocket hole! The reason i have put inexpensive things above its because i do not want to bother much about the gifts (though im serious abt the photo frames!), i just want to be surrounded by people i care for most and i could not ask for more.. though these are the things i want its not really priority right now at least, i'll earn it someday by myself

But hey if u guys insist, i aint complaining!!! hahaa

Today just sucks badly..
I hate people taking advantage, espcially last minute..
And im feeling oh-so-grumpy right at this moment and i can snap like anytime

Bad day ..bad bad day

Haizz, times like this i wish for someone to comfort me and cuddle up too

Feel caged up,when u miss something but cant reach for it

And then when fucked up things like today happened make you more desperate for that something

Dammnnn it!! why do i sound like a loser at this point!!!

Breathe Lis breathe
This is just nothing but a bad day
You know better then to explode

Gosh fucked up day!!!!im so miserable.........

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*As fucked up day it is, delighted to meet anis today(for like less then 10mins),shes back from UK..haizz thanks for the gift darling, never expect you to get anything for me but it was really a touching gesture espcially when my nerves was about to split into two anytime..hope London was splendid yeah babes,wish we could have catch up today..thanks again for the 'advance birthday gift' , i really appreciate it :)

The latest murder case in Singapore was so gruesome, but quite interesting to have this kind of news once in awhile to spruce things up espcially in Singapore 'the most safest city'.. I don't encourage crimes but controversial news like this seems to spark everyone's interest everywhere i go, be it in the train, cab (via radio), coffeeshop, walking,in the bus, this happen to be the topic i overheard..

Tsk..tsk.. but truly my heart went out to the woman that was murdered...may her soul rest in peace.
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MOVIE BUFFS ALERT!

PLS DO WATCH BATMAN BEGINS!!

Goodness its the best Batman movie i've ever watch!! Everything in the movie is worth it!! i might want to watch it for the 2nd time!!yeps it's that good balls! this movie doesnt cater only for batman fans (which im not by the way) unlike its previous movies so to those who are not batman fans you will enjoy watching this, its gripping plot, wonderful cast, fantastic cinematography, perfect 3D shots, are simply great great great!!!

And of course ehem..Christian Bale look absolutely delicious in the batman suit oh and without it too *grinning*, (*so kin back off, i may have willingly share with you jude law but this guy is my latest obsession!) hehee somehow i might have develop certain fetish for the batman suit..hmmm get me a man and make him wear the suit!! a nice wish for my coming birthday little gathering..(*hint hint*)?hahaa..!!

So yeah, watch it and i assure you, you might just end up being a batman fan after leaving the theatre..i know i do

*Next up,im looking forward for FANTASTIC 4 and SIN CITY! The trailers look promising!
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After a few days in changi (n will be back again,sigh..woodlands to changi is not fun) and watching aeroplane flying low above me (magnificent view i have to say) im craving for a holiday, really bad.. while at it i was fantasizing about maldives, seychelles or even mauritius or heck even Sibu island will do! but instead there i was on Changi beach, getting myself bitten with sandflies and its so damn irritating even insect repellent wont help! so yes im in need for a vacation, hopefully the KL trip will go as plan, it may not be my ultimate island holiday but then again being a woman, a shopping trip will substitude just as well..

In the meantime im goin bonkers .. need sleep!
Have a pleasant Sunday

This entry is dedicated to two birthday boys, to whom both i absolutely cherish as those few who can tease me so bad and also two whom i believe have very kind soul in them..

First up



Happy 28th birthday Rajan!

My best mate in school and also sumone whom you can confide in, a big joker with a big heart.. One who is like a big brother to me..

Hope you like the gift from us (Durai, kiko and me) nothing extravagant but something we found that you need it too..heh how thoughtful of us

And finally



Happy 21st birthday to you too Diyar!!

My newfound childhood friend, someone who is a charmer and also a teaser but definitely one you can count on when in the darkest of time..

Hope you like the gift too d from kin, su and me
**Sorry cant join you for dinner last night, but i promise i make it up to you one of these days ok bro..?a pre-belated birthday dinner how abt it?

So there a back to back birthday boys, 16th and 17th june respectively, surprisingly both whom i have no worries of laughing and snorting like a sealion and i can click with easily

Both geminis, a very handsome geminis.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO BOTH AND GOD BLESS

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A photo i took while on location filming the other day in changi, during sunset

Amidst the grey clouds, there is a white cloud
In another words, of all the grey matters in your life there's bound to be a brighter moment lurking ahead..

So babe (u know who u are), whatever it is you are facing im sure evrythg will be ok.. We miss you and very much worried about you..

I am still reeling from shocked..
At that moment when it happened, it opened my eyes and made me realise how fragile one's life is..i always knew it is but never knew how it feels,so now i know after that close shave with the incident..

For that few seconds, ive never felt so miserable in my entire life.. my throat run dry and im truly shaken..and people that i love so much came into my thoughts,thats when i know that you can never take life for granted..

Praise Allah nothing worst has happened but it truly is a blessing in disguise i suppose..in both good and bad ways..

I am really traumatised, the road is never safe..

P/s: thank you gendeng, for calming me down afterwards when i was so petrified that i stuttered talking to you on the phone. I really really appreciate your concern for my well-being..

Displacing myself from being submerge in hectic-ness, so here i am dropping by to blog to at least find a moment with myself and recover my sanity..

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For the past week, or so that i have started workin my whole body system change.. i guess due to being tired i slept early most days, by the time its midnite i cant even blink an eye.. hahaa when i was trying hard to stay awake..well just what i needed anyway, to find tune my body system to sleep early..

So far, there were so many interesting things that happen the past week..

Firstly i met Latifah, my long lost best fren back in pri school i miss her loads been trying to look for her the past years and when i bumped into her the other time i was speechless, gosh i will never recognise her if i saw her somewhere else if not for my frens who told me thats her..shes really tall n look really sweet..sigh..the moment we hug darnn it was all good, i miss so much that it brought me to tears to have found her again.. There used to be 4 of us back in qihua when i was there for 2 years, it was latifah,islyana and anupa.. glad to be in touch with is and latifah again,and apparently according to latifah, anupa is now in aussie takin law degree.. i was stunned but i always knew that she was the brightest among us..how time flies in a decade and when you found them again now and find out about their life at present you realise how much you missed out on them and trying to recollect everything that was missing for the decade in 5 mins..Thank you Latifah for bringin tears of joy and happiness to have found you again :)

Other then that manage to squeeze my time and watch Unleashed with gendeng the other day..though i insisted that it was not really a fantastic movie he obviously the other person in my life who can be stubborn at times and i still find him very adorable (at times my worst critic, which im always thankful for..keeping me grounded).. honestly the movie reminded me off 'Ibu Mertuaku'..if u guys get to watch it maybe you somehw can see the similarites..in the end it wasnt a movie that you will gush about after leaving the theatre..but as usual Morgan Freeman outshine the other cast..anyways thank you gendeng for pulling me away from the haunting workloads and push me into civilisation..i truly enjoy your company

I also realise that im in shambles as in i dont care how i look these days.. every morning i will juz grab what i saw in my wardrobe n just donned it..not gd espcially when elfy actually awaken me(on one of our random meet ups) by saying 'hey u can still wear these kind of clothes to werk you know, filmaker can still dress up' and it just made me look at what i was wearing right then, a hideous green top,my jeans (3 days straight, disgusting i know heh)and a haversack..on top of that i also notice that i have been makeup-less, gosh that is so rare!by the end of all this i guarantee it will do damage and i will lose my sense of actually dressing up, which is sumting that freak me out!

Haha nonetheless, i cant dress up to work most of the time i'll be on set and do lots of walkin, and half the time my hair is all over the place,anyways most of the people there dress dwn, so it'll be weird..

Work wise evrything is starting to look fun, i notice people working in the production crew are more open and friendly and they are never stingy in sharing their knowledge, while those working in the office are abit more aloof..strange but i like working with the production crew they make u feel more at home, and yes im so deeply attached to the wonderful cast which are kids, esp that one particular boy who got cheeks like peaches that u want to pinch so bad and who can dance so well that britney spears and beyonce will make a run out of their money,he is just hilarious!!! And he calls me 'kak lis' which is very cute!Hahaa he is 'literally 'tembam'

Sigh..ok i think this is it for now, it felt good .. oh yeah i was in the train and i was thinking that all the while i wanted the simple things in life and i realise i can never lead a simple life, its so funny how things contradicts sumtimes.. oh well the complex mind of human nature is always hard to explain..

Therefore have an enjoyable weekend to everyone :)

A stack of paperwork..
A list of things to source..
A day that goes endless..
Aching and sore feets..
Bruised back..
Early mornings..
Late nights..
Irregular hours..

In the coming months to come, i'll be very deprive from any social activities.
Sigh..and i still don't understand why my deep attachment for this line of work..
Call it kismet, fate..

Heh or im just saying that to console myself..?

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I still cant get used to him calling me 'his fren', when he talks about me to other people..
I squirmed and got goosebumps..it felt weird and not right..
The way we are sometimes its hard to tell,sometimes i saw glimmer of hope other times its pure bleak..

But instead, i just nodd my head and gave a weak smile and hasten to another topic each time he mentions that..

Oh matters of the heart..

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Tomorrow its friday, instead of 'thank god its friday', its 'oh god,no its friday'..
In other words, i will not be having my weekend to myself..

Oh but then, i have someone to salvage it, elfy to the rescue staying over this weekend again..i dont know why but these days the bond we have with each other is very lovely..though we are missing another part of the picture,it still feels incomplete..

Gd nites :)