Saturday, March 31, 2007

From this weekend all the way to the next weekend..every single day,and without a DOUBT. I will go into battle full force in undertaking daily grind of doing labour..

Cheh so dramatic eh..heh in otherwords work will be crazy this coming week..

Im already feeling the fatigue...

In fact the battle had already begun a few weeks back...

Right after this, im surrendering myself to my faithful bed - the suffer bearer of all my exhaustions throughout the years.. Oh with an added bonus tonight, a pair of cucumber to soothe my puffy eyes.. Ahhh such blisssss...!

Off to 'snooze mode'..

Psst! I had a rather intriguing dream last night! heh macam movie plot you know! hehee if only i can remember the scenes as vividly once i woke up..I even share it with my collegues who find it very peculiar in such a quirky zany and 'lis merepek-ness' starts again,hehe wei rosyam noor made a cameo appearance hokay!!!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

I was driving over the 'flyover'and instantly it reminded me the time when Gendeng and myself had our first ever fight,ironically Anuar Zain was on singing to 'Mungkin'..What I loved was the sunset hue.,and just the same it was sunshine after rain and it had the same hue as it was then..

Ever since then, I love the feeling of 'flying over the flyover'..

Looking back now, i find it cute our first fight..im not sure if you remembered but it was due to the fact that you were sulking just because i had to go home early when you obviously had plan a date for the whole day.. Come to think of it, it was one of those moments which you were quite romantic ;) (right..i was complaining of how unromantic you were hehe)

Oh wells,memories can so adorable at times!And although it was long over..I think its the signicant memories like this makes you think about the good things of a person rather then the bad..

Gendeng congrats! You are an uncle already!!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

I think Im craving for a hair change la..Everyone's doing the victoria beckham's bob..

I wanna do the halle berry..heh




Her new hairstyle looks sensual and classy..i like! After adorning sexy curls for her previous hair,this one makes her look refreshing

So maybe...?

Heh,Under consideration..we'll see la how...

Monday, March 26, 2007

The reason we chose Redang was due to the vetoed decision made by the dad, sis and majorly myself. If mama could have her way as usual, she would likely choose destinations that could have her indulge in her hobby SHOPPING.

But the dad wanted to go to a place whereby he could wind down and relax and the past trips has always been mama's pick,this time we refused to let that happened.. hehe now now do not go on and pity my mama, she is one smart woman. She really hates 'islandy vacations', the sea sand and sun are not her thingy. So she simp;y bide along with her husband and daughters pick but managed to squeeze in a day of shopping at Trengganu on the last day of our trip. Yes, since she made thorough research that shopping in redang was miserable.

Anyways, at the end of the day i believe my mama did enjoyed her time in Redang la!

But let me tell you, the trip doesnt kick off as rosy as you thought, we had the worst coach ride ever in our life!! And i seriously mean it. We took Transnasional, and the bus drivers were not at all friendly especially when our pleas to ask them to increase the temperature of the aircon falls on deaf ears. It was 10hrs of a hell ride.. Our whole body were aching so badly till it went numb,i was restless the whole time rubbing my whole body to keep myself warm..

The rest of my family members had to pee each time the coach made a pit stop. And i had the audacity to be very picky, so adamant i could control my bladder until i reached redang because i am sensitive to pit stops toilets,i just cant do it at any place. It was futile i realised i cant hold on any longer as well as freezing myself to death was causing me migrane. Served me right, i chose the wrong pit stop to pee. It was the last pit stop at dawn, at an abandoned petrol kiosk! I pee-ed at a male toilet mind you because it was full house on the female side, it was a good thing i did not had my glasses on, really i do not want to know what was in the shit hole! But holy shit! the moment i pulled the string to flush down the water was all yellow and murky!!! I wanted to puke!! I gingerly walked out and that session seriously made me feel grumpy, it was very very uncomfortable and the fact that my mama made me more cranky when she told me the pit stop before which i refused to go down was much cleaner!

Moving on, getting to Redang was such a chore... You have to endure endless waiting time before you get to enjoy paradise.. When we reached Trengganu's bus terminal we had to wait for Laguna's van to fetch us to Merang jetty where we then got to board our boat which took about another hour to reach! Oh i must add we had to wait 2 more hours while we were at the jetty since there were a lot of other people who were heading to Laguna resort in Redang.

When we finally board our boat, my family was very privileged that the kind boat staffs told us we could take our places at the pilot's pit since it was full house in the cabin below. It was such an experience! The boat travelled out in a slow pace initially because the water was very shallow,any faster could cause the boat to get stuck,interesting fact! By the way i got to steer the boat yah!!! And listen to Pak Eddy relate stories about the surrounding islands amongst other things!






This is Pulau Bara (Bara: light source from fire), according to Pak Eddy there will be a light souce coming from the island when night falls..

The moment we reached Redang i was already frazzled by the entire journey. But i still have a certain amount of energy left in me to feel in awe of the island!



The dad changed into his newly bought Redang tee while onboard. Hehe yeah he was that excited!

Side tracking a bit, mama and me had been checking out this guy since we took the van together to get to Merang jetty. A hispanic looking fella travelling alone. Mama and me agreed he looks hot..heh The hot dude quickly took his place next to my dad in the tram which will lead us to the main reception of the resort. It was a pleasant surprise when he introduced himself as Ferhad to my dad hailing all the way from Saudi Arabia. My dad was sitting in between me and him, i stole glances at him and caught his stare which he returned with a polite smile whilst my dad was chatting away. He had nice eyes with a charming smile and very suave looking. The dad bonded with him instantly even when we reached the reception they could not stop interacting which left me to take charge of registering our names to get our room.

He threw me another another polite smile and said see us around before the family trudged ourselves for lunch before we could checked in. Oh the food was heaven the 3 days we were there!! Since the package was full board, we did not worry about food at all!! In fact we were spoilt and i think i gained some pounds back!!!!

We got ourselves a pool view room,very pretty indeed!





The following days our time was spent with fun filled activities. My sister and me had our first try on snorkelling! Which was resplendent! The dad joined in,it was a wonderful daughter-daddy activity as he led the way,guiding the fearful sister who thinks she gonna drowned,heh.. We marvelled at the beautiful fishes swimming around us, and the excitement of being underwater was remarkable, you got to experience it! But mama of course didnt try it out, not fond of getting herself wet. She only went swimming with my sister and myself at the resort's pool, which was fun as well because mama preferred to stay in the jacuzzi and by the pool side. It was hilarious to see her in the water i tell you! While the dad went for his massage appointment and also spent his time with Ferhad,leaving his ladies behind to frolic in the pool!
Yes daddy had his own fling!

Queuing up to get our snorkelling gears






I also love when night falls in redang.. BUzz with activities at night, it was mostly the atmosphere i fall in love with, we took a stroll along the beach to explore other resorts nearby, and guess what! When i looked at the dark sky above it took my breath away! The sky was dazzling with so many stars. It was really romantic..sighh..and i did not noticed that i was voicing my thoughts out loud

'Haizz such a beautiful night,its much more apt to have this stroll with someone special'
I mean i could literally imagine it! To have a lazy walk by the shores holding hands taking in the whole ambience, lying in the hammock gazing at the stars, or playing with our feets in the cooling sand.. Obviously there were plenty of couples doing the exact same thing i imagined.. So like i said the parents heard and turned to stare at me, and laughed it off by saying there i was 'dreaming' again, how shameless..



Blurry family photo



Oh but the highlight of my stay in redang was to actually saw a real turtle and even touched it!! It was really cute! No the person who kept the turtle are not keeping it for captives, he has 3 of them,got them since there were babies.. Not wanting them to be eaten by fishes he cares for them till they are big enough to be released back into the sea.



And here are some more photos taken during the trip










Dwadling myself by the beach, i could not stop chanting how beautiful it was..you do not have to go as far as seycelles or maldives to be this close to such beauty!





These photos of happy smiles and beautiful scenery are all indications of money well-spent =) I want to go there again someday. I even shared with mama if i could choose my life and live on the island even as a fisherman's wife, i do not mind at all, to be in a place with such serenity and calmness for the rest of my life somehow feels appealing... I prefer island vacations anytime..



But of course for now, I have my fair share of dilly-dallying myself under the sun..
Veritable too much,and I just went swimming again the previous day im no longer looking tanned i now look charred!! Yes i am freaking out although everyone else is so nice not to share the same sentiments.. I intend to avoid the sun radiation for now..

Whitening moisturiser cream is my best friend currently..

Friday, March 23, 2007

I have been humming to this track non-stop!! Drew Barrymore is just adorable!

Heh nope i have not catch the movie yet.. But i will i will (consoling myself that is!)



I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

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Anyways I haven't have time to sit down and type a proper entry of my amazing redang trip you know..By the time i reached home past midnight for the past 5 days, i doze off right away the moment i settled down in my bed..

But well,let me leave you again with a few more photos la okay, especially those requesting to see more..hehe cheh like real!

Ok more like mother daughters photo..hehe


The dad made himself busy M.I.A-ing with a cute guy from saudi arabia whose name is Ferhad..damn it!
The fling was suppose to be mine! Oh wells .. will update about that too the next time ;)


Hokay.. Thank god its Friday, going back straight into work after a vacation is exhausting i tell ya..

Be right back ook

Monday, March 19, 2007

I am back from my family vacation in Pulau Redang!

How to sum it all?

I have to thank those who had been giving countless ravings of what to expect, and honestly it had not been a disappointment at all! It was everything what you guys describe! Im over the moon still, the island was indeed beautiful!

As much as i would love to elaborate more, i am still 'coach-lagged' heh.. Though let me leave you with a few teaser of what I will be rambling non stop in my next entry..

The Blue Waters greeting me before approaching the island

Already looks so inviting,the anticipation to laze around all day awaits me!

Watching beautiful sunsets

The joy of discovering life underwater simply took my breath away

Watching the Sun rise,needless to say was wonderful with a Capital W

More blue seas...sighhh



And to part away from Redang looking Tanned is priceless, weather was unbelievable incredibly gorgeous! Ok la i shall not feeling-feeling maksaleh, more like i look so dark, to reiterate what my mama said 'eee kau gelap sangat la!'

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

The task of 'trying' is laborious at times...
The agonizing brewing inside you when you know your effort has gone un-noticed
is what 'breaks' you in the end..

And to the utmost extend when they make you feel is all your doing..

I feel nowhere here nor there.. It's the shittiest feeling ever

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'Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind

What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know'

Kate Winslet ~ What If

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Like i said it's not entirely over yet per se =)



Oh im still contactable though!

*Shidah darlin, if you are reading this entry do give me a beep with regards to this Sunday update yah!

Sunday, March 11, 2007



Tranquility and serenity was what we both seek and who could have thought it was only a boat ride away from our shores. Leaving all our excess baggage (meaning: all the stress & worries) back home, we were ready to let loose and enjoy ourselves as much we could =)





Time spent at bintan was indefinitely divine! We frolicked in the sand,submerged in the cool warm sea waters, sunbathed by splendid weather, befriending the locals who gave superb hospitality and yes it could not be more then perfect to go on a vacation to be mistaken as 'preity zinta', heh ok la a tad bit too much! It was flattering but well I was on a holiday! We tried bodyboarding which was thrilling, feelin ala cameron diaz walkin by the beach with the surf board strapped to our wrists, exploring the other nearby resorts, dinner for 2 days was romantic, breakfast was fulfilling not because of the food spread in fact the array of food was disappointing but nothing beats watching the morning goes by add on to the tunes of the waves crashing to the shore..














To describe the contentment we had will never justify what fun we had over there, but our refusal to head back and face the responsibility we have before we stepped on the island will prolly convince you that an escape to paradise is what we all need sometimes..


Sigh...Its not exactly over yet you know..hehe cant wait for next week to come!