I wrote this almost a month back on the 23/09/06 :

Ive never felt so dumb and demoralised in my entire life as i am feeling right now..
I was never a failure and even if i know that i cant i will always make my way up either way or another.

But this..today, ive never felt so despaired. I was engulfed in frustation, my head spinning at the repercussion. And all i wanted to do was just let my tears flow.

But it doesnt mean anyone has a right to give me a hard time.

No one knows how fcukin hard i tried and the multiples of effort that i had put in. Even i cant explain my own failing.

It's already done much damage to my ego thank you very much and i simply do need anyone to let me know that i am a loser.

Save yourself the trouble because i have already acknowledge that myself.

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But now i cant stop myself smiling gleefully like this



Just because perseverance, determination, driven passion with a tinge of immune-ness plus feeling gloomy and upset on a bad day can give you unexpected result that totally baffled you! I had to confirm twice and totally felt perky after I saw that it was indeed true!

It does pay off you know, moral of the story DO NOT give up easily although it has taken a toll on you. At the end of the day, it felt great as i smile and dance all the way home with triumph written all over my face :)



But of course la,those who knows what im talking about will say "Duh like finally! What took you so long!"..Heh it's okay at least i got here eventually, doesn't matter if it took me 100 times ;)

On eve of lebaran i accompanied Mama to Far East Flora just so i could make up for me not being at home to help out her with preparations. And we had a lot of fun getting smitten by all the pretty flowers! Mama confessed to me later on that she almost wanted to buy the whole shop! The place was jam-packed with plenty of other malay families getting last minute fresh flowers, and as usual i got the final say on what kind of flowers and the color tone they should be! hehee!

Sneak Pic of some the flowers bought :),Love the romantic colors!




Later On when i got back from work in the wee hours of the morning nothing beats the smile on my face when i entered my house,it looked really wonderful! Even my mama was gushing to me that the dad had given his nodd of approval when he got back and commented if this was the same house he left earlier in the morning and to see his money was well-spent,hehe that made me giggled because mama was so paranoid that my dad would nag at the amount she spent on the flowers if he were to find out. So when he said that we both were so relief!

Some photos of my humble abode on the morning of raya











And i just cannot resist getting myself something sweet for my room :)





I simply love fresh flowers la! I wish i have my own garden filled with beautiful flowers of all kind,oh well!

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Akhir kata, Lis ingin mengambil kesempatan ini di hari yang mulia untuk menyusun sepuluh jari and meminta maaf sekiranya ada tersalah kata atau ada yang tersinggung selama ini..



Moga lebaran ini,kita dilemparkan rahmat dan juga Lis mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, dan berharap hari raya kita semua dipenuhi dengan riang :)

Its days like these i wish it could have been 48hrs instead of just 24hrs!

Today it was super uber fun! I went to jb with mama to collect our cakes from
Secret Recipe but we got stuck at the Malaysian customs for 3 freaking hours balls!
And i wont actually say its a bad thing! Mama and me had our bonding chatter with all the silly giggles amongst the crowd that was packed like sardines,weather was so humid,and i shall not continue about B.O's la eh!

*Sidetracking for a bit- You know last time i used to bombard our neighbour across the causeway for its very slow custom so much that i have gotten immune to it. It would be less of a hassel for trips which i went with vehicles but some people were amazed how mama and me could brave through the slow traffic cause by humans. Well we learnt,that's why! We used to grumble,vent our frustations at the immigration people and cursed that we will never go jb ever again! But now mama and me we have our own motto "relax, dont rush and try to go with the flow but maintain your ruggedness",yeps ya'll my mama is one very rugged woman!

So it bothers me that among the queues there were so many people that was cursing and all,espcially this one pakcik-who-knows-it-all, claiming that malaysian immigration customs should learn from the Singapore immigration system on how efficient it can be, and that malaysians are of course too arrogant to follow and that they are stupid and very damn slow. Now,im sure that pakcik has very low tolerance for patience,since its the fasting month and its hot but there's no need to say things that are already known. I mean of course la they are arrogant its their country, why should they 'monkey see monkey do' im sure given time they will improve the service,aren't they building a new immigration,dont be surprise if its more advance!

And bloody hell, its not the immigration's fault that the whole of Singapore decided to spend all their Sing dollars in jb today and yes including you pakcik! You know i think we Singaporeans have gotten big headed that we oversee our flaws, no doubt our immigration are 10 times better and very comfortable but has anyone notice the narrow road meant for vehicles entering Singapore immigration to go jb that has causes traffic jams so bad especially when it affects the feeder buses services as well!? The person who designed it certainly have not paid more attention to this. And that pakcik speaks as if he does not sayang his mulut! Im sure you know beforehand that its going to be crowded,so why the hell complain,just go with the flow la! Bottomline, i think Singaporeans have gotten too pampered just because conveniences are always everywhere here at the snap of their fingers! -Ok that was aplenty of sidetracking**

Anyways,in the evening i met up with Wati to pass her order of pineapple tarts, dang how i miss her klutzy-ness!! Afterwards i met with my fellow childhood friends! Which was the highlight of my day la! Ok so i was the last one to arrive,but im sure upon seeing my face,all anger subside kan kan kan (hahahaha!),gosh how i miss them loads! With wonderful company like this it makes me hard to part with them lovelies, and wish im not working tomorrow so that we all can stay abit later! But we'll meet up soon la right,cant wait cant wait!

By the way some pics taken tonight






He almost made it look like it was his!


It's actually his! His bike after more then a year of owning it,this bugger still looks brand new! Tsk tsk,man really value their precious items macam kalahkan ada girlfriend!


Ok i was trying very hard to pose like i owned the bike and zif's was suppose to pretend he was trying to hitch a ride from me,but he just has to spoil it!


Everyone smiles for the camera,it says alot how happy we guys are that tonight happened!

Thank you again for the gurgly after effects that got me smiling even as im typing now! *And isly your Jan is such a hottie ok,even if he has freckles and all! And kau dah ada hp baru sey!khehehkeheh!!!* K love you!

Dearest Friends I Truly Adore (you know who guys you are)

My deepest apologies for being there but not here.. I know how upset and frustating it can be that we cannot meet up even for a measly session for us to iftar..
Im not kidding when i say that im hugely disappointed with myself, i feel so tormented for neglecting all you beautiful angels who had tolerated for quite awhile..It hit me this evening when i had actually cancelled 3 prior arrangements with 3 different groups of friends, and honestly it doesnt feel good at all.. My mood became sombre and the things that ive been looking forward has yet to be aborted again. Work has been crazy crazy crazy, what with the upcoming hari raya and all..

Ive been pushing all our dates forward and i know everyone has limits to their patience and i have to apologise especially to my lovely idiots because this idiot unfortunately cannot make it even for this Sunday,it sucks to the core because i am in desperate need of some TLC from you guys.. And its even more lame that i have to be working on the eve of Raya..

Guilt is eating me up too that i owe Az and Isly big time! And Suzy, i know you are upset but trust me ill make it up to you guys after all this big shenanigans of festivities is over by next week! You know me too well that i really do not mince my words..

It saddens me i cannot spare time for a little bit of fun, but do know that everyone one of you are in my thoughts..All im trying to say is, i miss you guys a lot..more than you guys think.. Promise that we'll meet up soon and i let you guys have your fair share of grilling me for all the appointments that has been cancelled, i deserved that as much :)

With Love
Lis

**On the other hand im free as a bird for only tonight!!! We meet ok ok ok?? The first half of the day has been allocated for mama dearest la,i miss her tons more..
Isnt it a good thing that im not in any sort of relationship commitments,phew!

The other day, it was my first time stepping into VivoCity.
And oh lordy! Is that place huge or what?! It was so monsterously humongous!
Ok maybe my experience with big shopping centres are limited, if i compare this to KLCC or Mid Valley Mall, its nothing compare to those two. Because i was never as impress as i am with Vivocity!

I got lost while trying to look for the cineplex! It took me almost 15-20mins i think to finally found it, i was walking from one end to the other end amidst the large crowd. The first few minutes, i was struggling and got frustated because i know i wont break fast in time, and well it wasnt nice to keep someone waiting for me (though i doubt he doesnt know how guilty i felt), but as i walked and walked the gigantic place simply amaze me. There were so so so many shops i tell you that i dont know to cry, laugh, hop or kneel and worship them.. Until it hit me! This place is no good at all!
Its like the whole of orchard road congregate at Vivocity to combine its ultimate spending power for all shopping whores! Seriously, you are going to spoilt yourself over there, you will go over your spending limits..Why? With Forever21 and Top Shop right next to each other,and US favourite retail store GAP made available, Club Marco opening soon(!), EVERYWOMAN made convenient for we ladies who digs pretty little things, Shoe shops is like every 5 shops away, Now now you tell me? How can you resist everything under one roof, and if you are the kind that simply cannot see beautiful things, you my dear are in a very big trouble! The moment you purchase something from a shop you are not going to be happy because the moment you come across another shop you might want to spend spend and spend! I bawled my eyes and gritted my teeth in contempt and not succumb to any temptation!

Despite coming to a conclusion that i foresee myself having a love hate relationship with Vivocity (though i really dislike the name,it sounds too tacky), i forgave all the bad inconvenience like,map is not user friendly, food courts are too far off away from cineplex,so if you plan to take a bite,it'll be a long walk unless you will be dining in at a restaurant which you have so many choices to choose from, toilet a bit of a disappointment but with all the nice shops that grace the shopping mall, your heart will go tender..
I have already made my desires known both to Elfy and Baidah, so soon it shall be!
Risk bringing your man along,unless he does his shopping too!

*Ok Vivocity ought to cut me a paycheck aye?!

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So i went to watch The Departed (click for synopsis of the movie)at the new cineplex at Vivocity which claims to have the biggest theatre GVMAX (if i dont get it wrong), and well yes we got to watch the movie at that theatre.

The point is not to talk about the theatre but the movie itself,its been awhile since i pen down my reviews..

I was so excited to watch Martin Scorsese version of Infernal Affairs, and nope im not expecting it to live up to the Hong Kong's version because i believe a reputable director like him is already in his own league, his style of filmaking and everything.



Leonardo Dicaprio who team up again with Martin Scorsese played the character Billy Costigan. Honestly, this is by far my favorite character that he has potrayed! Although he has always been wise in choosing his roles to act, i always thought he was trying too hard by picking heavy materials. Albeit I like him in The Aviator and Catch me if you Can..
But this time, he doesnt look anything at all boyish and scrawny! His physical attributes looks good, and i think the bearded look works on him, he looks much wiser and somehow it plays a part in making the role work. I love seeing him delivering all the sharp lines that will impress you, and that he looks really manly bashing up other men or shooting their heads off! I never thought he was able to do good!

Other then him, you know you can expect a brilliant performance from Jack Nicholson you can count on him on being witty as a villain as well as a perverted old man who had too many sex for his own good! Mark Wahlberg was a pleasant surprise too!
I love his nonchalant character and how mean he was towards the other cops and all his lines consist a minimum of 2 'Fucks' and sounded pretty cool! Matt Damon did quite well as a villain, i never thought he could pull it off especially with his nice guy look but since he was disguise as a good cop it was great.

And Alec Baldwin (Ellerby) was my favourite scene stealer! A man who looks like a tough cop but he was the one with all the hilarious lines!! For example my fav was the one he had with Mark Wahlberg (Dignam)

Ellerby: Go fuck yourself.
Dignam: I'm tired from fucking your wife.
Ellerby: How is your mother?
Dignam: Good, she's tired from fucking my father.

You should watch how they acted in that scene! It was so damn funny!

Anyways, technical expect of the movie, Martin choses warm and dark tones though not too heavy on the eye and it wont bore you, loves the camerawork but certain scenes was cut either too late or early that actually disrupt the continuity especially the most obvious scene when Bill Costigan was being called by Castello man who got shot and dying on the sofa. The pace of the movie wasnt draggy at all. Soundtrack was ala Godfather but with a twang of light-hearted feel too it. And i really like Martin Scorsese last scene which was symbolic! The rat running along the railing that overlooked the Boston government building (im not so sure exactly what it was called)which depicts the corruption that occured. Overall, it was a movie well done and should not be compared to Infernal Affairs which is more flashy (but a totally impressive movie in its own way). Martin Scorsese has nail this movie! Go watch!

p/s: i miss workin on indie projects with my fav dudes ...

My heart teared when mama mention something significant that i wish i wasnt me

I teared just thinking what took you so long to realise that you had lost someone who 'could have been the one' who loves you for just the way you are

I teared watching Grey's Anatomy episode tonight, it was really heartwrenching

I teared thinking about my emotional woes

If i have the power to choose not to feel, i would..Life will not be so
complicated..I hate feelin vulnerable and letting it control over my feelings

Because sometimes it is so tiring and tedious to feel what you feel..

Dont you think so..?

Ok is it me or my mood swings is getting the best of me this particular month?

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I found this song whilst in youtube.com watching replays of grey's anatomy,

Lover All Alone by Clay Aiken

Maybe I've convince myself
I've really been in love
And I've been wrong along

For all I know the feeling and the picture
That I've tried so hard to find
Isn't mine

Could be it's all just a waiting game
Want to share my everything

And on my own it's hard
To tell my heart it'll be alright
This love it holds
Will one day find a home
As hard as love can be
It's harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love

Picking up the pieces makes me wonder
If I only build it all to watch it fall
The faster it can go away it means
The less of me is gone to stay
And I'm okay

But lonesome tomorrow comes anyway
I'm alone for another day, another day

And on my own it's hard
To tell my heart it'll be alright
That this love it holds
Will one day find a home
As hard as love can be
It's harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love

And on my own it's hard
To tell my heart it'll be alright
That this love it holds
Will one day find a home
As hard as love can be
It's harder still it seems
To be a lover all alone without love
A lover all alone without love

Maybe I've convince myself
I've really been in love
but I've been wrong along

What was suppose to be a mere stopover to the cousin's crib last Wednesday on my off day to deliver a couple of things with the best friend tagging along, finally resulted to the initial plan of watching a movie with Miss Baidah after sending the things was being aborted.
Simply because she was captivated with this tiny (ok not really tiny heh) little cute thing



To make matters worst,she is still over the moon after she succeeded rocking
Natasha to sleep and is making a big a deal out of it. So big of a deal to her that
she has been pestering me to bring her to meet Natasha soon. When she means soon, its as soon as this evening (which i cant promise as of yet, due to work). Now that is not typical of my best friend, with the way she cant stop yakking away how cute Natasha is or how she said she loves babies, i would boldly suggest that someone needs to wed her soon and impregnate her.



Okay,if i dont misinterpret this photo wrongly hehe i think my little tasha is also smitten by her only gorgeous aunt?! *Wink wink*

And yes la Baidah,i cannot get enough of her red apple cheeks too ;)





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I felt something stirring inside my heart and somehow something just triggers in my mind.

It evokes such great emotional vibe, suddenly dancing and kissing someone in the rain is such a welcoming thought, and my lips formed into a quirky smile..

All resulted upon listening to 'I dare you to move' by Switchfoot..
God Music rocks my world!

p/s: seriously i want to kiss someone in the rain. Now where is that someone.. He's surely taking an effing long time to come and sweeps me off my feet..Or he is just simply ignorant..What happened to Romeo..?

I could not wait to rush over to KKH after work the other day! Excitement, curiousity and nervousness engulfed the whole of me,chet!its as if im the one who just gave birth!

My favourite boy Rayyan is now a brother to Nur Izzrayyana Natasha! Oh upon laying my eyes on the little girl cherubic face i cant help but gasped, it is such a beautiful thing!sigh... i love babies

Weighing at 4.45kg, uh huh you read that right! A hefty baby even the doctor was very surprise! Natasha is a very healthy baby girl, everyone cant quit cooing and aahing over her







Such joy to have another niece to dote on! I cant wait for ribbons, ruffles, pinks
and lacy garments to play with her :)


And my darling Rayyan do not fret okay, auntie still loves you a lot if not much more! You will not be neglected, i swear!
How can i? When you are the only boy around who knows how to make me smile when im frowning and the fact that you dont break my heart like all those mean big boys who are a serial charmer. Promise me you wont grow up to be like them okay sayang?
Although i so know you are going to be a hot property eventually but we'll have that pep talk when the time comes la.
Ok i know i sound like as if im his mother heh!
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The family had their first outing for our break fast at Eatzi, under the Parent company of the Jack's Place restaurant but its halal ok! So you can now devour all the steaks that you saw at Jack's Place instead of just drooling over them!
Food was great (i had my Lobster Baked Rice by the way)and the whole place exudes warmth and its very cosy, the staff were excellent with their service!




It's written all over the faces aint it? We were very full and we were trying very hard to control macho! hehe, my dad especially (the man who was feeling generous that evening who insisted the family to break their fast outside,my mama was obviously happy since she can'gantung her periuk and kuali' meaning hanging her pots and pans)


Nenek and Mama, their own Kodak moment of mother daughter ;)


Im trying so hard to get my sister to be more spontaneous in picture taking, so timid in front of camera and still got the cheek to complain how she got not enough photos to upload to her friendster profile. Adik, you got to work it girl! (*in Tyra's Banks exact words heh)



And of course Mama and her Princesses

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In other news, the house has been going thru the major overhaul! And i have been the lucky one who got to play Martha Stewart and Debbie Travis! Mama has bestowed her throne to her lovely daughter as her next predecessor, funny how i used to hate her fussing over the house! Now mama cannot buy anything without consulting yours truly. Not that im abusing the position given to me eh, but mama has faith in the choice i chose for things and such hehee..

The new sofa set has arrived, the living room looks absolute romantic with the new color,and the dining room the one that's gone the most revamp has worked out well! It looks so much brighter with the new paint and i so adore the new dining lights that looks quite classy! A few paintings had been bought to adorn the now barren walls, plenty of things has been thrown or given away to make room for the concept i had in mind which is nothing fancy schmancy. Despite all these, i have not given much thoughts to my room yet since last year it has been given its full attention, i just prolly might add few things and move some stuffs. Which means i gonna make another trip to ikea soon but to make time is another thing altogether!
Fun aint it to dress up the home and all especially when Raya is around the corner, im sure you guys too have been doing your own major projects also kan?!

Heh and i have to admit la,im just the co-ordinator here most of the hard work is not done by me ;)

If anyone pose a question to me to ask
"Do you remember the most memorable day of your life?"
I have easily got the answer just yesterday
5th October 2006

What i experience may not mean anything to the others but its a great deal to me,I dont care if a million other people have the same experience!
Nothing compares to what i felt and i cant quit the smug on my face!!

Oh its better then falling in love!Its better then sex too! Its like having your birthday by the triple! The constant admiration, my sense of keen curiousity ignited a million times over!Beats getting on the theme park ride! Getting spooked without the scary part!Adrenalin pumping at a very unbelivable rate! Its like having chocolate without the guilt! High supply of morphine and it doesnt kill! Feeling all gay and jovial! Smile smile smile!Giggling non stop! Like dancing to th greatest music anthem!

See and blabbering like it doesnt have a meaning at all!

It is just the sweetest taste of having one of your childhood dreams came true, never i thought in my wildest dream that i could be in that position just yesterday :)

Its also just as plain as the most happiest feeling when it was the first time i tasted what candy is :))

I swear i cant stop gushing on and on and on to the people whom i closely shared with, and that Mr LMT was accurate when he said on the phone i must be so estatic that i must be glowing, hehe and i think i did because it was glowing naturally i didnt even bother to powder up my face at all the whole day of yesterday!

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Anyways i know its so crude to post somthing like this during ramadhan but well i blame you Baidah for causing me to laugh mcm orang giler depan mac aku in the wee hours of the morning just the other day!

Lis says:
tak payahla antar die kan lelaki tak tau nak pegi sendiri eh

Lis says:
aku potong balls die buat mee bakso baru tau

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
siao!

Lis says:
heheheeheheh

Lis says:
suka kau eh

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
tak yah potong la

Lis says:
tsk tsk bulan puasa ok

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau ah!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
ishk!

Lis says:
abeh petik je eh?

Lis says:
hehehee

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau gentel2 sudah

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahahahahahaha

Lis says:
hahaha tersedak2 balls arab ok!

Lis says:
kesian budak tu nye bola!

Lis says:
hahahahhaa

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
siao kita!

Lis says:
ok gentel kalo tak jatuh mcm mana eh

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
bln baik prangai...

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau jentik sikit..

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
confirm jatuh!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
HAHAHA

Lis says:
hahahahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lis says:
tak tahan aku~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lis says:
ok la aku jentik sama itu bola

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
aku tengah kekek mcm org gila dpan pc!

Lis says:
hahahahaa aku pun sama!!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
aduhh...

Lis says:
so confrm ah buat mee bakso?

Lis says:
ke spaghetti? meatballs?

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau mkn ah

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
aku tanak

Lis says:
kau taknak!?

Lis says:
da penat gentel taknak pulak

Lis says:
takpela buat badak berendam la balls tu

Lis says:
dessert

Lis says:
hheeheheheh

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
beb, da dpt pegang da kira bagus sey

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
siao!

Lis says:
hahahahaahahah gentel ok pegang buang current

Lis says:
tapi aku rasa die tak marah la

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
beb.. miss kau nye gila2 lah..

Lis says:
mesti die lagi suka sey kene gentel

Lis says:
hahaahhaah

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahahaha... sukalah! bohong sey tak suka

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
lagi2 kalo kene arab nye

Lis says:
hahahaha confrm bolamata die naik juleng eh@@!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
n tgn mly jawa yg gentel

Lis says:
kalo terklr bola buat extra2

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
nak terkluar biji mata tu lagi ade!

Lis says:
yelah bole la buat tambah2!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
pastu kau masak ah bola mata tu..

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
masak ape yg patut

Lis says:
abeh ada hotdog lagi

Lis says:
ok la buat main course

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahahahahahahahahaha

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hoi!

Lis says:
okla bola mata tu buat ondeh2 baik jugak eh

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
matair aku kau nak keje kan eh!

Lis says:

hahahahahahah kau layankan aku asal!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
ondeh2 tak sedap

Lis says:
ondeh2 tak sedap?
abeh??

Lis says:
buat bergedil la

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
bergedil pun bergedil la lis..

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:

kejekan bola2 arab

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahaha

Lis says:
hahahaahahahahahahahhahahahaah

Lis says:
byk btol bola die eh!

Lis says:
untung kau

Lis says:
bole pasang balik kan kalo terjatuh?

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kepala dia da botak.. aku tgk pun bulat mcm bola

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
leh biol sey!

Lis says:
tapi kau rasa bola die da masak blom?

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
pantat da mcm pompuan..

Lis says:
hahahahaha best la semua bulat

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
mana aku tau masak ke tdk.. blum rasa pun

Lis says:
hahaha k nanti kita sama2 inspect

Lis says:
kalo da ripe baru bole gentel

Lis says:
chet!!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
eh.. ape salahnye kita gentel je..

Lis says:
hjahahahahahaha

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
gentel sampai dia da masak

Lis says:
kau tak sabar eh

Lis says:
sabar la sikit

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
bila tgk mcm da takleh angkat je, tu confirm da masak betol ah

Lis says:
hahahahahahahaha

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hehehe.. keje mcm ni.. sabar tolak tepi beb

Lis says:
hahaahhaahhaaha aku paham aku paham

Lis says:
sebab yg tukang gentel pun nafsu pun kuat kan

Lis says:
bkn senang sey keje tukang gentel

Lis says:
kalo takde feel,gntel tak menjadi kan

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
penat beb

Lis says:
aku paham aku paham!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
arab nye.. confirm besar

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
tgn aku dahlah kecik

Lis says:
ahahahahahaahahahahahahahahhaha

Lis says:
sebab tu la aku asst kau

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
eh

Lis says:

kalo die nak selamat baik die pegi sendiri

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau tlg aku picit2 tu hotdog la

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
da masak confirm keras.. den kan.. susu kluar

Lis says:
eh tak bole la tu keje org berat

Lis says:
tu keje kau

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
kau masak lemak..

Lis says:
aku blom naik pangkat

Lis says:
org tertentu je

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
pakai susu.. save on the santan

Lis says:
hahaha ahhaha masa lemak aku suka!!!!

Lis says:
lemak bola!!

Lis says:
sodap tu!!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
elfy tukang rasa

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahahahahahaha

Lis says:
wah kau pun bkn main eh bole tahan jugak!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
terbahak sey tu pompuan

Lis says:
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhahaa

Lis says:
ishh die kan suka minum susu!
kau tau kan

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
eh..

Lis says:
aku mana la minum susu sey!
nanti termuntah

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
tu mcm kasi dia minum ah

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
takyah masak lemak

Lis says:
hahahaha tu pasal la

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
asyik nak masak je

Lis says:
sunguh bijak kita

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
ni kita kasi fresh nye!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahaha

Lis says:
tu la!!!!!
best ah!

Lis says:
jgn expired sudah nanti masam pulak kan

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
arab beb... semua berharga..
confirm fresh gila

Lis says:
oooh ada value eh
k la confrm elfy suka

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
siao!

Lis says:
die pun da slalu minum arab brand

Lis says:
so aku rasa die da biasa la tu
da use to it org kata

Lis says:
hehehehehe

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
confirm ask for more..

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
ni mcm kene keje keras lah aku

Lis says:
mintak tambah kan!

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
main gentel2, kutil2, picit2..

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
hahaha

Lis says:
okla aku geletek bola die!

Lis says:
kalo elfy nak minum teh, ada jugak

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:

haha siao

Lis says:
ishh gila la kita

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
dah ah beb

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
aku takleh angkat siao

Lis says:
hahaha kk22

ï∞o.O QuizzicaLoLiTa O.o∞ï says:
bln baik mcm ni buat dosa je

Heheh but believe me the conversation doesnt just end there! One of the days when i feel crap and nonsensical gibberish came sputtering out..

Disclaimer: I apologise if the content might disgust some people but in all honesty no balls or hotdog were harm..heh period

And i miss your giler giler too babe!

I made sure i re-count back the days again when i was looking at the calendar to check the numbers of day ill be workin and guess what!
Hello kaorg perasan tak hari raya lagi 18 hari je!!!

Haizz panic sih gue!!! Waduh!

*Lis starts pulling her hair and mumbles to herself* "Shoes shoess, hair new hair!! ikea?! hangbags,no?contact lenses?!"*Lis shakes head and snorted her nose so disgustingly*"cushions!!!plenty!!kueh?!?!how how?!!?!,home decor??help mama?!!earrings liao?!?!accessories?!?!no time no time!! money??tree grow money!?!"*Lis starts to wail and tears starts rainning to make sure she cries a river for Justin timberlake*

Hehe so dramatic eh! Puasa belom satu lekor!! Kwang kwang kwang...

And just when you thought im down with fever,im getting paranoid over superficial things..heh even Mr LMT was sceptical that prolly i wasnt sick at all since im yakking too much for someone who should be sickly and weak..Wei, my sexy lips ala alicia silverstone tak sakit can??

p/s: anyone wants to do shopping for me??or wait! anyone wants to date me out for shopping?hehe,you know how to reach me la hor ;)

Falling sick when you are fasting makes you feel like a totally rotten apple..
Makes me wonder how i make it through the day feeling awful (x10,000) without breaking my fast?

My head weighs like a tan, my throat feels scratchy and on top of that i am feeling so nauseous.. I could barely open my eyes throughout the day, and instead of thinking what's cooking for the break fast later on i was in dire need of the cough syrup running down my throat and counting the hours when i could swallow the much needed 'panadol extra' and for someone who is afraid of medicine, that's like a milestone, i am that desperate.

Thank god, my grandma came to the rescue to ease the bugeoning pain. I plonked myself on her lap and begged her to massage my head. That felt so nice you know, as she worked her magic fingers on my throbbing forehead, pulling my hair, massaging my back and neck too, it carried on for quite awhile and she didnt complain at all..! And when it was time to break fast, as much as the spread of food that lay on the table can make anyone salivate,i wasnt hungry at all..My appetite was running low and all i did was nibble on some bread..Frankly speaking i am still hungry, but i could barely taste anything that goes down my throat..

I need to get well before i get back to work by thursday..sigh..the thought of travelling all the way to caldecott hill is no joke okay. Its very tedious. Mama has already prep me to bring all the necessities, like umbrella la, panadol la, sweater la, and whathaveyous..She thinks my beautiful bag macam doraemon pocket agaknye, the way she fusses over me makes me think that i am still her adorable 5 year old girl heh.

And furthermore, i foresee myself to be exhausted by the time its raya, with my schedule tight with filming during fasting month im not so sure if i have the time to even bake the festive cookies like i usually feel so geared up during ramadhan. I told mama to resort to just simply order this year but of course being me a sucker for traditionalist routine i could still picture myself helping nenek with her signature pineapple tarts and makmurs..

For now i could only hum to Emily's mantra from The Devil Wears Prada 'i love my job i love my job i love my job' it works i tell ya..