Date: 23th Sep (Friday)
Mission: Midnight Birthday Surprise
Time: 12:00am (24th Sept)
Target: Nurasyikin Hamzah

Mastermind: Lis & Su
Accomplices: Islyana, Azfidah, Dee, Yazif, Diyar, Zul

Since Miss Kin, was so busy to plan for her birthday we took a risk and put the matter in our own hands.

Mission was accomplished.


The Fall in location: Fu shan park, great memories as all the childhood friends gather around and catch up, before the Surprise. All engrossed listening to Miss Dee talking about her camera, she came back a month bk from New Jersey. Finally most got to meet her dat day :)

And so we waited patiently, for the Birthday girl to come home.

Latest update came in (special thanks to her Sharul heh) that shes safely back home, all of us like a 'SWAT' team (and i mean literally!) march to her block, Dee went ahead to knock at her door, we hid behind the walls,she almost spotted us. hehe funny really

Then ..jeng jeng!!!


She was emotion-less, she was very very stunned,hehee


And the winning smile..finally!!


hehe,i notice my hair looks glossy eh


The group Picture





Opening her gift





Kin it was awesome fun hanging out late on your birthday!

Theme was supposed to be slackers, out of the bed look, PJs. So yes the T-shirt that im wearing is 'belapok' (worn out) in fact, my fav tshirt to go bed with. Just in case my tshirt irks you ppl, and you start to wonder if i ever wash it.

Heh
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And a few weeks back, when we met up at Spize Makan Place for a toast for both Mad and Azhar




Milo Dinosaur Toast, and my hairy arm


Fai who never misses his chance to look cute


The day when i cant be bothered and just donned the Incredible Tee..

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Been busy this whole week

Tired tired tired

Sick sick sick

Im sick and tired

Familiar ..?

Malaysian Idol for this year is a disappointment.
To me that is.
I still cannot believe Daniel won, ok im not a vocal teacher or a music critic to give allegeable opinion.
But at the same time, i can tell a difference between a croaking of a frog to a voice
of an angel, so this is utter disbelief!

Oh well, anyways this season wasnt as outstanding as the first, for those of you who
were able to watch it maybe share the same sentiments..?

This season there was no goosebumps, toe-curling, shiver down your spine kind of thing.
Nopes, nay, zilch, kosong, ilek, meiyo!!!
Even the runner up Nita who should have won because she has a decent voice and an elegant poise (like my mama said she got that chanel look,she's tall, classic beauty and very composed),cannot match up with Jaclyn Victor or Dina from previous season. This season was just a mediorce performance by most of them, even i can sense the frustations from the judges week after week they kept telling the idols to 'up' their standards.

Sigh, ok i mean no harm, or meant to berate nonsensical ramblings but being a fan of malaysian idol rather then singapore idol, i just felt crushed about the results..

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So i went to watch Kelab Dangdut by TeaterKami yesterday at the Black box, Sado gendeng's friend was playing one of the roles.

Overall, it's a good performance, (why the hell suria did not get talents from theatre people,honestly they are better), the only weakness was its quite draggy too many dance sequence i think, and yes i read the synopsis and was hoping for a complete ending but then again i do not know much about theatre cant compare it to watching a film. Nonetheless, i did enjoyed myself.

One thing for sure, after listening to Dangdut music for two and half hours i know i wont survive if i go to a real dangdut club (no pun intended).

The moment i mentioned in my previous entry has happened!
Good fun!
Went smoothly!

Be right back with details!

In the mean time,im off to my another aunt's place for another kenduri *sigh..
Twice in 3 weeks alredy balls..
Must go for this one to show my face, ive failed to attend her 2 previous family
gathering just because i was busy with work, so mama told me this time must go wait
'mak ngah' kecik hati.. haiyoh!

But after that im off to the Black Box!

You people have a rocking weekend yah!
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Oh and to my dear Kinnie!

'WELCOME TO CLUB 21 WOMAN!!!!!!!'


Hehehe, the look on your face yesterday was priceless!!!

Have fun today!

One of the many reasons as to why im still not an owner of an ipod is because of this



So im trying to avoid getting my heart broken each time Machintosh release the latest of their ipod collection..Haizz, thank god i did not buy any of the past ipods, and now im itching to own this.. What's next i wonder..? Hmmm..

On the other hand,with Macs churning out the new-est to-die-for ipods before i can
even get my hands on them, i probably wont own any of it all eventually..

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Psst..
The deed is done!
Just waiting for the moment!
Stay tune, to you-hoos
heheheee ;)

When i listen to songs, i always pay attention to the lyrics
Or subconsciously, when i am having that particular mood and suddenly
the song that is playing totally relate to me,the words in sync with my emotions
at that moment, tugging on my heartstrings..

I think we all have this in common,
Such a sucker when it happens espcially those sappy songs, no matter how much you deter yourself away from it,
You cant help but fall prey for it,

Sheesshhh!

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Inginku bukan hanya jadi temanmu
Atau sekedar sahabatmu
Yang rajin dengar ceritamu

Tak perlu hanya kau lihat ketulusan
Yang sebenarnya tak kusangka
Kadang ku hilang kesabaran

Mungkinkah akan segera mengerti
Seiring jalannya hari
Sungguh ku tergila padamu

Yang ada bila tak juga kau sadari
Akan kutempuh banyak cara
Agar engkau tahu semua mauku~

~Inginku, Bukan Hanya Jadi Temanmu by Yovie & The Nuno~

How time flies, this month is almost coming to an end..
With a few more blinks of an eye, the year will be over so soon..

Haizzz...

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Anyways September and October, to me is a joint month,
I'll be darn broke, with many of my friends are celebrating their birthdays!
*tak bole nafas la dua bulan ni!* heheee

So yesterday, Rajan, Durai and me gave our advance birthday present to kiko!
Haha after painstakingly thinking for a month what to buy for her we finally decided to get her Kinokuniya gift voucher, im glad she likes it!

Its been a while the four of us met and 'talk cock', we went to chill at Orchard library cafe. Catch up on updates what each has been up too, discuss some issues, more bitching, more gossips and yes laughing so hard like nobody's business! But well, besides meeting up to pass Kiko her present, we discuss about the upcoming Canon dvfest for this year, and we have finalise to join and send in our short film that we have done. i hope we'll be at least in the finalist. Prays hard! Because this year prizes are major man!! *eyes twinkling!hehee*

At the same time Kiko came up with another upcoming project to do! i think its gonna be exciting! i like her's and rajan's concept!

After all of us went our separate ways, i headed to scotts to meet up with the best friend, hehe and got my eyebrow shaped, its about time la, the eyebrow had grown hay wired! And well one of the perks of having a best friend who is a make-up artiste, hehee thanks eh elfy,im not taking advantage lor just simply cant find anyone who shaped my eyebrow as good as you la!

Dinner with her at Es teler (Far east) was good, its my first time. Ive always wanted to try the food there but change my mind each time i walk pass by their shop. But this time elfy was persistent and dragged me in *well not literally hehe*. The food was tasty but as elfy told me,its basically 'masak campak-campak je'. The Happy Soda won me over though!

Oh yah such irony yesterday, met her and we wore the same colored top, its Green! Jeans and the same sandals but lucky she had spared sandals to change!

If that was not coincident enough, i bumped into Su on my way back and cant believed she too was wearing a green top and jeans! Sunday and people were feeling green i suppose?Hahaa weirdness..

My sunday had been well-spent, oh except that earlier in the day while i was helping mama preparing her order of nasi lemak for the mosque, i cut not ONE but THREE of my middle right hand fingers while carrying the large rice cooker which happens to have sharp edges, i yelped when i felt the stinging pain! And further more i am very very very terrified when i see blood! So can u imagine, seeing blood oozing out from THREE of my right hand middle fingers?!!
I was jumping up and down to numb the pain (though i know there are no concrete theory on that one) and crying out for my mama to do something,hehe yes a 21 year old acting like a 5 year old, i would have fainted i tell you if mama did not hurry up and come to my rescue! Hahaha well, she came with minyak bubot la! So now my fingers are plastered with handy plast! Ugly sight!

And finally today Baidah and me manage to watch OC season 3 ep 1 together! Hah! Im finally contented especially after last season ended with a cliffhanger.. Looking forward to ep 2!

Ok la for now this will suffice, till i rant on another day, you guys take care and hav a good week! (its getting boring aint it? having a good week?!) heh

The special thing about Gendeng,
He inspired me, unknowingly to him of course,
That's him,
He shows it indirectly and very oddly..

And yesterday he strikes again,
Thanks to him i have a rough idea what im gonna do for my final thesis.

Im all excited and ideas are brimming, its been awhile since my creative juices are working overtime,

I cant say for now if this will work,
Its a crazy idea
Im envisioning it so perfect and its scaring me..

Im willing to give it a shot.

Think Micheal Moore, Chris Hegedus, Jehane Noujaim, Morgan Spurlock or the likes of them.

I owe you this one, Gendeng darlin.. :)
I just hope i will hear the good news from him soon, then i can kick start everything,

**Oh by the way, watch the longest yard and its really hilarious, slapstick humour!
I'll never look at Macdonald's cheeseburger the same way again,hehee.

Last night, Baidah and me had our usual late nights phone conversation that lasted till almost 4am..Its been awhile and it felt so good!

It never cease to surprise me that after so long knowing each other, the three of us (Baidah,Elfy and Me) still got so much to talk and tell each other!

Yesterday was no exception, i got to know a shocking revelation,well about myself,
from baidah as we were reminiscing about secondary school days (how it eventually got to this topic i have no idea,haha). Well, actually its the obvious heh, we were talking about relationships and stuffs, and how our taste has change (towards men). Then we were reminded of our 'heydays' when we had our own crushes!

So allow me to indulge myself on my past

Firstly, let me make a confession, i was never attached until i turned 17 or 18 i think,hmm a late bloomer i suppose.. I always assume that i wasnt so much of an attractive girl. I used to be unappreciative of my looks and cursed how i look like a northern indian. I got nothing against indians mind you, in fact one of my close friends is an indian fella, its just that it can be hard when these malay guys prefered those pretty malay girls, and i was consumed with envy. Silly as it is, i always day dream that every valentines day during sec school days, somehow a bouquet of flowers would greet me on my desk as i step into the class hoping i had a secret admirer..hehee yes i was that hopeless!

But then again i wasnt so hard on to get a boyfriend back then, i already enjoyed my student life to the fullest! I wasnt that 'popular' but at the same time i wasnt 'unpopular' either, it was a balance,i got wonderful friends, was in the malay dance club for awhile, a peer mediator (hah yeah a mediator!how geeky is that!), managed to be a monitress in my class, played netball (it has always been the 'in' sports to play for girls) and many more things.

Among the 3 of us, Elfy was the butterfly with countless of admirers trying to woo her (but failed miserably heh), Baidah the loud one, who knows everyone in school, had a tomboy-ish streak in her (though i know her feminine side was dying to burst out!), and very approachable by anyone, and as for me i 'assume' i was the girl who goes with the flow, the neutral one, the talkative and the giggler!

So i asked Baidah yesterday, sad aint it that back then i dont understand why it was difficult for me to have a 'steady boyfriend'.

What she actually told me later on, i wasnt prepared for it! I was 'die-die' in denial with her explaination! This was what she said:

Baidah: Eh please eh, lis do you know that you were the bookish type..?!

Me: Eh no way i wasnt ok! are you saying im nerdy??

Baidah: no laa! You were always with a novel where ever you went! Its like you were the studious one among the 3 of us ok! in fact u were also like a teacher's pet!

Me: NOOO! where got! baidah pls eh, are you kidding me,so is that why i wasnt attracting guys?

Baidah: hahahaa, eh but you do what, if you remember eh *names mention* they got a crush on you what!

Me: Eee! but there were so not my type ahh!

Baidah: yah la,so if you notice they were the smart ones hahah

Me: Oh darn, quite true! so i attract nerds la..?!dammnit!

Baidah: hahaha and yah the crushes you had also, the popular guys, so unbelieveable la you,hehe

So there you go! i still cannot accept it till now! im the bookish type?!! that was so not a nice term for people to remember you by right..? So i love reading, and enjoyed history and english lessons and i believe building a good rapport with your teachers was healthy! And among the people who got crushes on me such as, an intelligent guy who adores hitler, a head prefect, and a really tall tall boy some of the weird ones! And all the while, i was having crushes on a couple of school rogues and a handsome teacher as well (heh yes a huge one on that)!

Haizz, thanks eh baidah for enlightening me (*with sarcasm of course), you sure had a
jolly good time semalam laughing your head off!

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Anyways, some overdue photos to share from 2 weeks back, when 'a' tuesday was a lovely day to go on a picnic and basking in sunshine with wonderful friends to enjoyed it with


They were the beautiful souls who shared such a wonderful day with




Jumping with joy, as the rays of sunshine embrace her.. sweet




Melancholy..


Swooosshhh! Unedited


Together and glowing..


Sweet nothings..




Us against the world..

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And met cock eyed Su last week, happy belated teacher's day woman!
Thank you for accompanying me last week! totally left my tummy aching after laughing hilariously as we pronounced all our friends names and us backwards and in fact came up with a story for a play about it! haha and i can only get this zestiness from you!





Ok im done,

Woodles toodles! =)

My hotmail has been flooded with emails from my school forum.
SAE HAS MOVED.

So okay, 2 weeks back it was such a huge deal for me,damn i was so taken aback!
I mean i got to know my school has moved to a new location without much hoo-ha?!! And im not surprise that many of the students reply back voicing out their unsatisfaction over the matter.

Our school has since been under a new management,so yeah changes are expected but darn new premise? The thing was ive heard from some friends they had been doing minor renovations at the old building so yeah the move was quite shocking!

I have since recovered from the shocking news, what irritated me is, how some students kept sending emails and repeatedly claim that the shifting has not been dealt with professionally. Now it all seems like a big joke! Come to think of it im grateful that we've been given a new environment, why..? Because previously many have been complaining how our school was badly deprived from latest equipments and how our school do not look like 'a school',i mean it! it was previously located at Sims ave, to be specific, Geylang Lorong 25! Right smack in the middle of red light district! though heh till now i think it makes our school unique due to its unstrategic location!
So yeah now, our school is at Bencoolen street, with NAFA and SMU as our neighbours,
Feedbacks from positive emails mainly from guys are so elated about the new location.
Reasons being, good pubs within walking distance, shopping malls and yeah more chicks to ogle at (from the 2 schools)! Hahaa so it wasnt exactly like a bad thing. I think some students needs a lot of getting used too!

I quote one email from a fellow student which seriously made me look at the whole situation on a lighter note

"As for me, I'd like to look at the fun and lighter side of things. One day I can reminiscence and tell people how I used to be from a school that moved in one day."

Haha now isnt that a positive outlook..??

On the other hand, its been awhile since ive been to school, since my batch is working on our thesis and doing research on our own,so going to class is very rare (
and talking about it pains me!because im so dead!ive not done much!!). So i have not been to the new school yet.

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Broaching on the subject of my school, i honestly miss my classmates.. Although there has been a lot of 'politics' bitching going on, i cant help sometimes how interesting the people in my class is, it has been dubbed as the 'mind your language' class.

Sad to say, halfway throughout the dip, some has dropped out and others did not continue taking their degree course.

William: One of the most quirky eurasian guy ive ever met! Never known a guy who can drink 'tiger' for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Someone who's always jovial about things. And yes, till now im somehow confused about him, as much as he loves ladies and trying to score dates he has a fetish for being a cross-dresser (although i ve not seen him in the whole get-up).

Robert: I call him my velvety teddy bear, a chinese indonesian. He's huge but huggable! One of the most kind soul ive ever met, who's sensitive and a die-hard romantic guy! A guy who had a mont-blanc pen on his shirt pocket constantly,and yes he's very well-off but never snobbish. Generous with friends, still remember how sweet he was when he bought me a gelato ice cream as promised just because i cant have it on fasting month. How he treat us to drinks before he left for indonesia at marriott crossroads cafe, and marche and seoul garden afterwards! darn we took advantage!But one of the most adorable thing about him was, how he simply loves watching korean romance stories..

Bhavna: A hindi new-yorker, who is in singapore because her husband is base here. Hehe most of the people in our class loathe her because she talks too much. But i think she's is just outspoken and if you have a personal convo with her, shes actually very nice, a vegetarian who always eats her banana at 12pm even in class.


Esther: An australian PR girl, who got a strong accent. Shes very young but im always amused at all the strange things she does! Not the typical feminine girl but yet i know she will bloom in time. Right now, she is aussie to further her studies.

Micheala: A swedish blond lady who is very hot! She is twice taller then me! We call her the 'lee-hwa' model,since she was in the advert. She change my opinion on 'blondes are dumb girls'. She is beautiful with a smart brain to boot. Never arrogant.

Alex: A nigerian fella,alredy in his thirties,the oldest in our class! But his determination to succeed was amazing. Plus hes a good composer and a very very very good singer!

Norvin: A 3D expert who already has an established company. Im envious because his passion for 3D and animation was damn superb. Not surprise if he make it big one day..


Ezad: The only malay guy in my class, who has a passion for cameras and having dreams of being a famous D.O.P, very funny guy who is good with humor..strange how people can fall apart

Aldrin: Whenever i need the latest version of software for Macs, hehe he's the one i run too! A great sense humor too,someone who like to tease!

Kiko: Not your typical demure chinese lady, a gung-ho woman who know her stuffs! She may seem aloof but ive gotten closer to her after working with her for several projects and she is one hell of a happy-go-lucky woman who dont give a shit what people think about her

Siva: The 'vasatham central' hottie, who is very much of a vainpot, him and mirrors are inseparable. Passionate about acting and yeah directing is something he loves doing, and on top of that he rocks the turntable too,spinning part time at clubs

Manas: A guy from india, who is a hindustan, hehee, cute accent and has a good heart within him. Hahaha especially his cute mole!


Ken: A half chinese and japanese guy, who is a great conversationalist and love playing arcade games and how i always argued with him about the opposites of things which can leave me laughing in stitches over how hilarious his conclusions can be!


David: One of the cute chinese guy, who is very articulate and very warmth towards friends, Someone who never fails to be kind, calling me up in the morning asking me if i want a lift to school if hes driving, and i always enjoyed the stimulating topics we discussed, he had left for switzerland after dip to do missionary work,but i think hes back already..

Durai: aahh..my all time favourite joker! so glad after working on our independent
projects together, he's one person you can depend on, very straight forward with his opinion( i always appreciate it) and at the same time never fail to cheer me up with his witti-ness! I always love listening to him play his guitar like i said before i am his fan!haha ooh yeah hes my fashion guru as well,haha darn thinking about him now cracks me up!


Rajan: The guy i can call my best friend in my class, he is like my ultimate 'girl'friend! Shared my problems with him and he has always been a good listener and has been several times my shoulder to cry on.. He is like my big bro to me, someone who i dont feel awkward burping and laughing like an ugly hyena in front of him!

oh well, these are some of my course mates,some peepz that ive missed dearly, people with interesting characters.. Missed hanging out after school with them, how i became a 'minah coffeeshop' with them lounging at our favourite coffeeshop and just chat whatever comes to our mind and yes haha i probably leave one common impression to all them..i just simply laugh too much!! and my giggling apparently is a trademark. hahaa

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Okok im done reminiscing, haizz i feel so bloated right now..
My aunt had kenduri arwah today, and sheeshh one thing about my dad's side is they always cook good food, and as usual i stuff myself senseless!
What soothes the tummy now..?
A hot steaming black coffee..ahhh do wonders i tell you.. :)

Look forward to this week everyone for whatever reason! hahaa im looking forward to this coming morning for the arrival of my nephew!i miss him loads,confirm kena kenyam nanti!!

**p/s: Must watch longest yard by this week! Chris Rock 'rocks' my world!

Right now, i long to be invisible
Dont you wish too sometimes..?

Not because you want to run away from your problems
But simply just be invisible as and when you like it

I want to be in the background and be the observant

Sigh..such is life,

When you take a moment and wonder about random things,
Impossible wishes we crave
Knowing fully well that those just remain as that..

Another thing i crave for now..?
A teleporter.
Anyone knows where to get one..?

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Anyways, saw the new Esprit ad at their stores. I like it :)
Just because its in black and white, my favourite :)

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Miss Pinky: I met you 3 weeks back darling, and my new haircut is 2 weeks old. And it wasnt yesterday's outing,it was tuesday. It was a blast. Just 3 of us ladies and the rest were the guys. It was fun you should know that, those guys are still the same goofy guys we knew :), so yeaps next meet up your reason of being busy wont be acceptable anymore sweetie. Its either you think of even more better excuse or you be there,just because we miss you so woman :)

MsQueenie: hehe grumpy i was last week, mood swings la..but all is good,hey babe tell islyana i miss her! and you take care too yah!

Nuz: heh glad i was the 'one' to 'un'-stagnant your tagboard.
and guessing you are ok is perhaps not too ok i suppose..? ;) dun mind me, i
love teasing u

In exactly during a period of a month's time, i came back again to KL. This time around it was a family affair. It was mama suggestion that we went because she cant resist the 'calling' ever since i bragged to her about my trip. After all, it couldn't be more of a perfect present for her from my dad for her birthday on the 30th of August.

For the first time we got to board a double deck bus (upon request by my unlce), and honestly its rather comfortable! The great thing was it wasnt expensive at all!






Excluded: Me

So by the time we reached KL, we just had time to book in and refresh ourselves because afterwards for the first time again we were heading to Putrajaya (request by uncle too), the journey from town to the destination was exhausting! We had to take different mode of trains to reach Putrajaya, and unfortunately we reached there almost evening just in time to admire the beautiful architecture.

We had our late lunch cum dinner as everyone wind down and relax. As the sun sunk in the horizon it was just so breath-taking, too bad i was too tired to actually take snaps. I was content sitting down near the lake and take in the wonderful surrounding as the azan maghrib could be heard since our building was just beside the mosque. It was serene and calm. My uncle of course was estatic because his 'niat' (wish) to pray in the mosque came true, he even was amused that they even have a lift inside!


The bridge to Putrajaya



Anyways, right after Putrajaya, we were not yet ready to settle down for the night. Mama insisted we went to Petaling street,hehe like always shes always geared up when it comes to shopping, so i suppose one of my attributes for my passion of shopping comes from her.

Although before the trip i promised myself that this time around i wasnt keen on going shopping spree and instead my plan was to just enjoy the company with my family. But well, i know i was lying to myself, hah! The impulsive urges to just shop was just too strong,what more when my dad was sponsoring the shopping moolah! Why should i hold back right..?!

So yes i was glad there was mama,because she is an expert in bargaining, it can be scary i tell you but then again if she gets the job done,why should i complain right..? The previous trip i was aiming the bags in Petaling street, but did not buy any because my bargaining skills was just not as good as hers, so i make sure i got what i wanted! Well yeah the bags there are imitation but heck it almost look so identical to the original! For people in my case who admire designers bags like TOD'S, COACH and BALENCIAGA but cannot afford the real deal, settling for these still has no regrets,at least for now although eventually owning the ORI will satisfy even better.

After all the shopping we went back to the hotel. The next day, all the aunties went to jalan masjid india, but i wasnt keen on taggin along, i stayed in with my dad, uncle, counsin and sister. Catching up on my sleep, watching tv as my dad sent my sister and my counsin in-law younger sis for a swim was just what i needed..heh..such a bliss..ahhh
In the evening we head over to Bukit bintang (kl version of orchard rd but 100x better) then KLCC and final visit to Petaling street before we go home the next day.

Travelling with your family is totally a different atmosphere compared when goin with your friends. With friends, you get to be inhabited, carefree, do things at your accord and have your own cliques that are just so fun to be with but with family its more on catching on family time and yes i kinda like it and enjoyed myself just as much.





Well i sure know that my Lioness (mama),had a swell time there, and i cant believe as im typing this now, she is in the living room planning for her one day KL trip next week without the men around, according to her with men around it can be a hassle and a hindrance, haizz, she is just addicted to shopping as i am but shes much more worse..




Anyways i didnt get to take many pictures because on the 2nd day the battery died and i cant charge it in the hotel and well shopping for AA batt wasnt in my priority list, hehee but but! the pictures that i manage to snap was just mainly pics of my fav nephew!hahaha he was just irresistable! he just loves camera! here are only SOME that were being taken!









Finally the only disappointment i had over the trip was not to make it down to the Sure heboh tv3 concert because i was not so much interested about it as i am about shopping hehee, but darn i got to found out that a friend of mine was performing that night with his group when i assume he was in singapore doing his show! Hah this always happen when i went to kl and he grumbled over me not calling him when im in town..Thrs always next time i suppose ;)

So there you go a lengthy entry, but hey it makes up for the several days hiatus! Thank you to those who bother to read and not just scan through the pictures :)

Im having one of those days again,
Grumpy is my middle name these few days.

I should be looking forward to this weekend
But yet, here i am on a Friday feeling very moody
By moody i mean,
i just feel very irritated easily,
Threw tantrum,
Having suspicious on people/person with regards to their actions and questioning myself over and over

So what cheers me up..?
All i can think of is whenever im having this kind mood is
I bake..
Yes i bake,sigh the only activity that keeps me sane for a couple of hours.

Urghhh, im not having that time of the month and yet im PMS-ing!!!

Somebody take me away
Lie with me on a huge meadow,
With butterflies fluttering
Cool breeze
Sunshine,
Play catching with me please
Then roll down the hill together and giggle into each other arms..

Sigh..

Be right back, with an entry that ive been holding up past few days, just because
im plain Lazy,

It will be a happier sane me, i promise..