In a blink of an eye, I am already back home in the comfort of my own room.

To summarize my short trip, KL was a breather. To escape for awhile and soak into a different atmosphere is refreshing. This was not my first time visiting the city but nonetheless what I enjoyed most was the coach ride to and fro. Then again it has always been like that for me.

To watch the never ending plantations,
The small villages in existence, a rare sight of cows and goats,
And pretty much everything else that we passed by will always intrigue my interest.
For once in awhile, the eyes was taken in by a different scenarios. Due to this my mind became lighter and clearer, knowing that I am miles away from home. Before I know it I start to wonder and reflect situations in my life.

Anywayssss...

Moving on, I feel like bragging about my shopping purchases spent in KL,hehee
- 5 Footwears; these are 3 pairs of really nice flats, 1 pair of sandals and 1 pair of thong slippers
- a few tops, formal looking tops, some nice pants and most importantly I got myself a really pretty dress! Which my mama picked by the way.
- some accessories

and my favourite item coincidentally was the last item I bought which will also be my current muse is a very stylish looking MIU MIU Bag!! Love it! I am quite surprise I managed to buy what I had set out to get, no regrets in all the things I got myself. The taste of satisfaction is wonderful and my appetite for retail therapy has been greatly appease!

Family's happy and I am happy. Now back to work again, new year's gonna come in a few days time. Cant believe this year went by quickly...

p/s: Saw a very attractive man in KL, one that made me float instead of walk. I was gushing all the way back to the hotel about him with mama since she saw him too. Apparently mama said he turned to look at me twice, and me obviously being me I don't usually like to stare at good looking man for long. My hyperventilating overwhelms me, hence why. Darn I should have held longer to the eye contact. It was very movie like, I was laughing with my sister as we went down the escalator and he was laughing his head back at the same time,you might not get the gist here but there was this electricity I felt which went all the way down to my spine. It tingles. Sigh.. Oh well, what can I do, heh I felt I was looking shabby after shopping, nothing about me was attractive at that moment. Prolly he thought the same thing and had to look twice??

Haha alright this is rather a long p/s, I shall stop here for now :)

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"Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy ride.

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken bones behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’"
~Human By Jon Mclaughlin~

'Lis, u r the only person we can never forget apart from our family...'

Rajan and Durai have already flew off to Brazil. It still kills me that they went without me. Sigh..thus with those words said, the jealousy has simmered down quite a bit.

Those 2 man need the trip after all, they have been working their ass off throughout the year.. So other then me wishing them to have a lot of fun and also a lot of mind blowing sex,heh yes I literally said that the boys took my words and promise they will behave themselves.. I just hope they dont attract hot gay men because they have the magnetism to somehow get the attention. If that happens I made them promise me back to share every single details plus only explicit photos allowed..

They are coming back on the 8th, those boys will be missed.. ouh Rajan also agreed to spread the word to all gorgeous men in Brazil nice and sweet things about me but I have to do the same while I am in KL.. So KL, the 2 boys are out to conquer Brazil or so they think..heh

Speaking of which, I am updating this from all the way in KL in my hotel room. It is really convenient when you have free access to Internet. I brought my laptop since as of now I'm still working from here.. The parents have went out to Jalan Masjid India to spend. Good luck to the dad who has to tolerate the lioness. She will surely take awhile before she thinks there is nothing much else to shop there.

I have not done any damage to my pocket yet. I bought a few clothes yesterday but nothing much appeals to me yet. The shopping crowd here scares me. Today I feel better (im not feeling well by the way), and the spending urge is slowly kicking in. Sales are everywhere here in Kuala Lumpur, so many sales its no wonder why I still have a hard time to decide what I should buy. I came here with a strategy. To spend my money wisely, and so far it works. But with so many temptations the beast in me will be unleash later today, crowds or no crowds.

See this is what happens when you have a woman who has been deprived from shopping for the last few months ;)

Laterz!

I am still awake at this hour just because I cannot afford to go to sleep and have to be awake again in 2 hours time.. Sigh, one of those days I simply do not look forward working on a Sunday.

Having spent a lovely time in JB the entire whole of Saturday, oh wait let me correct that! An entire whole of Saturday and an early part of Sunday with a wonderful bunch of people was time well spent in a while.. Did so many things, had so much fun and I got to watch a movie! An activity which I refer to as a luxury these days. Not in terms of cost but more like it's been awhile since I went out and watch movies very often. I remembered how I used to watch like 4 movies in a week.

'I am Legend' is good. Well Will Smith look good enough to eat.. hehe

Ok this is seriously me talking nonsense with my structure of sentences will make any english teacher cry blood because I am trying my very very very best to not fall asleep!!

I really could not wait for Christmas day to come!!!

Two more day Lis just Two more days.. Hang In there!

I just have to say this here, like now! Desperate! The urgency!
My god it still feels so surreal that Hady Mirza had clinched the title of being the first Asian Idol!!

No one predicted him to win. He was being bashed by Paul Moss for struggling with his vocals, in fact Paul sounded a bit too personal with all his comments. But even so, Hady stood his way through it all looking unruffled and smile respectfully at the bad things which was hurled at him.
For being a good sport and without showing any disappointment on his face, I am shameless to say I was proud of him.

Its pretty obvious that for a certainty, many people did not have much faith and hope for him to be the Asian Idol. But still we want him to win the Asian Idol! This must be due to the patriotism that we have for our nation for some selfish reasons. Heh. We know the tough competitions he was up against. I for one assumed that Mike would win because well, he was competing in his homeland surely the mass population there would back him up, then my feelings was tied between Mau and Jac because there is no doubt those 2 have the best vocals amongst the 6 and finally my bet of an unexpected winner would be Vy since she was the hottest and look very commercial for an Asian Idol though I dont have the slightest idea what she was mouthin to when she was singing 'I love Rock&Roll'..

And if i can sound corny and mushy about this, deep deep inside my heart I really really want Hady to win! I have people around me commenting how bad Hady performed. I beg to differ because I think his performance was the only other contestant who sang his way through with ease. He didn't showed or rather people qoute he do not have a prowess vocals just like the rest who was singing at the top of their lungs. Hady he just sang, you know. His sincere performance of the song 'Berserah', I can bet every penny must have captivated most of the ladies in Indon and his rendition of Bono's song 'Beautiful Day' wasn't so bad at all. He's not a rock star you all and therefore he made the song his own. I believe he was enjoying himself on stage, winning was the least concern he had. Even the judge from India commented he was a cool guy.

Sigh, my heart almost stopped when his name was being announced but recovered in less then a jiffy to scream along with the whole family!! Even the dad joined in too! And yes I was surprise he voted for Hady! God the feeling was even better when Man United won it's match against Liverpool, the other death match everyone was talking about yesterday.

He is the talk of the town today, congratulations :) I am just happy that...ehem, let me say this corny and mushy thingy again, hehe..

He actually made Singapore proud. Hady Mirza the First Asian Idol, now that's got to be something aye..?

Baidah's very own Spa Party

Alright, alright so it took me more then a day to update. No! More then a week in fact!

Please forgive me, as much as I am very enthusiastic about updating the wonderful time I had with you beautiful ladies but apparently work, food, work, work, home, sleep is taking up most of my time and yes in that order. Thank you very much.

I can only afford a brief summary of last Saturday's surprise (you will know why and can know more by the time you reach the last paragraph) which went very well almost perfect actually!

Baidah celebrated her birthday on the 28 of November which unfortunately we were not able to celebrate her birthday on time because of a few valid reasons. Reasons which Miss Baidah does not need to know,heh.

So Elfy, Shidah and myself came up with a brilliant surprise that will stunned the birthday girl out of her mind but at the same time benefits the 3 of us as well..hehee.. We all decided to have a Spa Party exclusively, specially for her at Spa Le Kraton (highly recommended by Miss Lini). The Spa was close for the next 3 hours just for the 4 of us!!

As you have already read, Baidah wasnt please to know we were heading to Serangoon and had to be punctual no less. Imagine her horror when we wanted to do something more fun and exciting, the all classical but very the IN-NOW to blindfold her before we reach our destination which she was totally cluEless about!

Haha to see her expression when she found out was priceless! A Spa Virgin she was, it was a day she will remember for long time to come.. Now everyone go 'awww'.. hehee.. The Spa Party was a delight to everyone, the massage, the body scrub and of course the highlight of the party was the ritual bath where the 4 of us soaked ourselves in a tub and enjoy the warm water with chocolate fondue and sparkling champagne to keep us high with joy! Oh let's not forget the traditional cake cutting for the lucky birthday girl!

For me to describe on and on will do injustice to the time we had at the Spa..so a tiny little surprise (of sort) one more for you babe, I did a online scrapbook with the photos we have. I hope you like it because you know what this is also the thing which kept me from updating sooner! It sure took me awhile to complete this with the little time I have.

Take a look at it and smile, well I did after it was done heh.. Love ya babe!



To the rest, I believe the Birthday Girl indeed have a much more better entry to share with regards to celebrating her Birthday with us at her multiply page. So head on here and read her side of the story plus you will enjoy it more there, just because you can look at more photos then it is here. Heh. But ehem, apologies if some photos will result to you getting sore eyes. Don't say I never warn you.

Taking in the consideration that my dear friend couldn't hold the suspense a bit longer since she let the cat out of the bag..

So for now I just have this...


Yes, the surprise for Miss Siti Nurbaidah was to pamper her with a much needed relaxing affair for the mind, soul and especially body!

Hehe give me another day please..? The need to express how lovely our day was spent is uncontainable but for now I am pretty dead beat..

My feelings were cheated a few times and promises were broken. Too many bad news in a day can really take a toll on oneself.. Oh stop yourself from thinking otherwise heh, I'm talking about work alright.

Sigh..

When I have people who cancelled my filming appointments, the panic mode can only get too much, to a point whereby I or rather Kak Lini and I got numb of thinking solutions. Thank god, up to date everything ended well today..

Let's hope tomorrow I will not be wash over with another major panic wave.. I simply couldn't handle it if this occurs everyday for the rest of the series. Never have been this bad..

Now Lis breathe in ...and..out, and I believe sleep might do me some good ;)

I had the BESTEST SATURDAY by far in such a long long time, especially when it was with the familiar faces which had known me so so long and so so well.

I love it, I love everything.
My favourite part was getting wet with you ladies and laughing with each other wantonly. Drinking sparkling wine which is not even alcoholic for goodness sake! And still got drunk!
Heh.
And then I realised throughout the entire time we were together (*i repeat) getting wet, we never actually talk about the men in our lives. It was indeed refreshing.

A day out with the girls it was.

Baidah I hope you understand why we were at Serangoon yesterday and there's no doubt you cannot Not enjoy what we had last night!!!

I would really love to share what we did in details, but that would have to wait till Shidah sends me all the photos ;)

And I..will not hold back and share every lurid details there possibly is (but I believe some censorship is due..hehe)

Toodles!

p/s: Kak Lini, it was splendid and all my friends could not stop complimenting how good it was. Thank you!

Most days it felt like I had threw my life out of the window. Nothing matters. Although the exhaustion which came every night made me feel so wasted.

A conversation I had with my Sunday babes namely Rozi, Farah and her boyfriend whom we affectionately call Birdee (but in actual fact the girlfriend calls him Firdee heh) had me question myself again. The conclusion Rozi had was kinda right and the bullets of questionaire Mr Birdee asked left me stunned heh although I dont show it. I had Farah on my side as a consolation. What was being said, I will not disagree maybe you guys are right I am being very difficult and also I get caught up in everything else too much except for myself. How peculiar! Haha you guys are lucky I was half sober that day.

Anyways, I cant wait for Saturday!It was Baidah's birthday last week so since it is very much belated I had no qualms of letting her know why we are meeting her up on the day.

The belated birthday woman though was not shameless by letting me know she was turn off that we will be heading to little india to spend our Saturday. What I shall tease you with is we can do a million and one things there, like belly dancing on the streets, eating masala thosai lying down, singing to our heart's content so loud at Mustafa centre, basically create havoc la.. Hehe does it scare you yet?

Just keep your mind open, anticipate the least you would expect from us. Despite my busy schedule it wasnt easy wrecking my brain to think of something to do this year, phew.. 10years of celebrating birthdays together and we are all running out of ideas already. So play along and I promise this will be the best birthday ever albeit a bit late but better later then never.

In return, we need your kind assistance to be punctual. There is no reason not to be since you have been booked more then a week ago. We have our reasons why punctuality is very crucial on the day, I am very sure you will be very thrill when you found out why. (Even if your assumption is simply a dinner with the 3 of us it is still very much a surprise no? I mean how often do 4 of us meet these days kan?)

So Happy 23 love! The best has yet to come ...in life, career and eventually romance ;)